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Correct View is Absence of View and other stories

Correct View is Absence of View and other stories

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One of those nights I chanced upon Deepak Chopra’s FB live and found lots of nourishment in there.

Sharing them here:

nourishing the quality of our attention and intention

all perspective is misleading

correct view is absence of view

transcend all perspective, then u see and is not perceiving

seeing is beyond perceptions and interpretations

seeing occurs when we transcend all perceptions

right view allows seeing instead of perceptions

when u see you become the original see-er

all points of view are wrong, because they are based on reality and is therefore misleading

realisation is when systems of thought go away

we explore reality thru assumptions eg matter is real is the first assumption. how do you know it exist?

yogis dont have assumptions

Give up being right

because what you are defending is a point of view

its a point of view, its not complete, its not seeing

the point of arrival is right now

the journey is the destination itself

Right Thinking

right thinking= thinking leading u to a place of no thinking yet all knowing : knowing without thought or thinking =pure mind, spontaneous mind and leads to spontaneous actions right speech

not bound by experience or karma

understanding beyond rational thought, its before you r given a name and identity you are it

illusion feels real

therefore its a real experience even tho its not fundamentally true

life as we experience is a continuum of experiences

 experiences include everything thats happening in our awareness,  changing mind, changing world, 

all perceptions are unreliable

since body is a perception so what you think of the body is also unreliable

nothing that you experience can be reliable but seems v real

thought has 4 stages of development

para: unmanifest potential of speech word etc to be manifest

pashanti: ideas have not become concrete, intuition sensing and feeling

madhirma: internal speech of thought, internal dialogue after thought has concretised into ideas: experience of thought

bakeri: speech that can be articulated in writing, symbolically expressed 

ability to change dreamscape 

freedom to create

movement fr illusion to reality’

freedom fr dreamscape, illusion, reality, conditioned minds, freedom to create—ultimate freedom

moksha=liberation, liberation from binding of experience called karma, 

witness all levels of reality as one

evolution of consciousness does not cease but identity as person ends

when illusions end akasha disappear

the movie can only be switch on when u want

you r free fr drama and movie

no more stage, light n dark gd and evil disappear along with dualities

pure consciousness without outside references and evolve

heal world by healing yourself

healing of oneself and world is entangled

whatever that arises in nature of arising subsides

honour entanglement

Karma 

  • Action
  • Every time u act u create karma 
  • Can be physical or emotional action or getting enraged 
  • Any activity perceptual physical mental emotional etc of consciousness creates karma 
  • Creates a memory of the experience becomes basis of desire tension that recycles 
  • Software of soul as we journey thru cosmic time
  • Relationship between karma and any relationship 
  • Deep connection or entanglement of stories thought emotions, two advancing together 
  • Any relationship is karmic
  • The purpose is what we call love , love as direct experience of unity 

Well being

  • of body . emotionally , mentally , spiritually
  • What does well being Feel like ? What is the experience of well being? Does body feel joyful and energetic?
  • Emotional : feel love compassion joy empathy peace ? 
  • Quiet reflective intuitive creative alert
  • Lightness of being
  • Unlimited 

Relationship is unity consciousness 

If any relationship that does not bring these qualities is limiting you karmically 

That fatigues u causes you distress and interferes transcendence

Entanglement of toxic relationships that prevents us from experiencing unity consciousness 

If recycled it increases entanglement 

Addiction 

It’s about who m I 

Light

All existence is light

Light:

-essentially electromagnetic activity

-visible light= 7 colours of rainbow

-blue light: most energetic light in terms of frequency and vibration, synchronises with circadian, seasonal gravitational tidal rhythms syncing with universe,

low frequency lights: red end of spectrum, beyond red, invisible light infra red, radio waves, television waves, microwaves

at other end of spectrum, ultraviolet light is also invisible light , bees and insects navigate thru ultraviolet light

High frequency: peer thru matter: x rays, gamma rays, cosmic rays

All existence is light

the essence of everything is light

light makes all experience possible

the essence of all existence is light

the essence does not change, what changes is form, just like water becomes ice

transformation of form based on essence

upon death, physical body dissolves into mental body which ultimately dissolves into awareness body

Rainbow colours: entanglement of colours that ultimately shows up as in our physical world as objects of experience

everything u see visually is an entanglement of colours

entanglement is in consciousness, we do that with every sensation, entanglement of fragrance as in smell of strawberry, etc

everything u experience is an entanglement of vibrations of light, and nothing else. Even thoughts ! Is the interaction of light with light

Light Beings: beings that know they are entangled light, awareness brings them ability to be in charge of entanglement of light which creates this reality

interaction of light creates this universe

RED: appears red because wavelength of light coming to eyes and interacting with retinal cells is creating the experience we call the colour red. red strawberry you are seeing is a unified process, is you experiencing all that is,

you are both the absolute and relative reality

you r both the essence and the changing form n both are timeless and eternal

no experience is separated from us, from our essence, you only need be aware and embrace

you and all existence –there’s no death, there’s only transformation

this is liberation

dont forget you are a light being and has a rainbow body. everything you see has a rainbow body

Light Beings Healing Love & Psychic Phenomena

Be in the light

Healing ： elimination of all suffering

All experience is entanglement of photons, visible and invisible

humans give off all kinds of vibrations,

when given off in higher than normal orbit, from high to normal energy,

biophotons are light particles generated fr our bodies, can be measured as they emanate fr our skin,

can see aura, have premonition eg remote hearing or vision or smelling or tasting

when we are willing to embrace unknown and dive inward, we have encounter with fundamental reality which is our own being, that we recognise that awareness is what transforms

all cells emit biophotons , biophotons are energy coming fr DNA, the key to communication, biophotons move at the speed of light

our body’s forms are changing at the speed of light , right now in brain , in mind , in body etc takes place eternally timelessly incessantly and now

form and phenomena change at the speed of light

transformation changes at speed of light

interactions at the speed of light ,

you are only to recognise and embrace this

this is psychic phenomena , non local infinite joy love healing

Lamps of Awareness:

-universe pervading light

-space of heart chamber

-nadis: only with heart can you touch the sky; the path with heart is the sacred/healing path

-perceptual activity: with awareness every perception becomes sacred / holy

-space between all objects in external world: when we are aware, there is luminous quality

-between subtle states of experience: the bardos, when filled with awareness,

across seas of light of awareness, are new raw materials to create a new world: go within

Conscious Evolution Light Being and the Alchemy of Existence

Light Beings know they are made of light= body is made of light, we are a stardust being or a light being. evertyhing physical you see is made of stardust

Light Beings know they and universe are made of light= every interaction is the interaction of light

Light Beings know their body mind is a rainbow body, an entanglement of visible light, held together by electromagnetic fields

Light Beings know every event, object, thought (movement of ions and charges moving at the speed of light), feeling, emotion, image, sensation is/have a rainbow body

Light Beings know all transformation is alchemy of entangled rainbow bodies

Light Beings understand all existence is alchemical and rearrangement of rainbow bodies evolves thru intention and evolution of universe. Intention is trigger for transformation, entanglement is happening at speed of light

Conscious evolution is path to enlightenment: Meta cognition, transcendence =awareness of sensory experience and activity as it is happening. every vibration has a symbolic representation . All objects are symbols of rainbow bodies

Shape shift at the speed of light= when u are conscious of it, you become a conscious shape shifter. Once symbols change, experience of reality change. Body is a symbol. Rainbow bodies are entangled symbols

You are the Light of the Universe

You see less than 1% of electromagnetic spectrum , less than 1% of acoustic spectrum

as you listen to me, we r travelling 220km per second across the galaxy

>90% of cells in body carry own microDNA, the atoms in body are 99.9999999999% empty space, none are the ones you r born with

they are originated in the belly of a star, you r a stardust being, light of the universe

human beings have 46 chromosomes, 2 less than a potato so u have 2 less chromosomes than a potato,

existence of a rainbow depends on photo receptors in eyes. to animals the rainbows does not exist. you dont just look at a rainbow, you create the rainbow. you are the creator of every experience. all the beautiful colours u see are less than 1% of the electromagnetic spectrum

-you r the light of the world, every cell in the body emanates light (except red blood cells)

-light is emitted fr DNA

-DNA is the alphabet of life, the genetic code for existence

-biological microbiome in skin, guts, eyes everywhere, trillions of genes, fungi etc as biological organisms we are entangled codes

-genetic codes are entanglement of light

-entanglement of light is entanglement of awareness

-entangled awareness is differentiation of pure awareness

-wholeness is generated or grounded in pure awareness

-being is existence, we r organic beings

-love and beauty are ultimate truth

relationship with organic beings is love, with inorganic beings is beauty

-sat chit ananda, truth, beauty, unlimited bliss

You are visible , invisible and infinite simultaneously

you can see less than 1% of electromagnetic spectrum, includes all forces of nature , gravity and reality is not in this category

you hear less than 1% of the acoustic spectrum

all our hearing and seeing is 1% of reality

as we speak you are travelling 220km in intergalactic space, 90% of cells in body carry their own genetic info or microbiome DNA

we are all intergalactic travellers

99.999999% of our atoms carry empty space, so the visible part of you is less than 0.00000001 % of the real you. Non of atoms in body you have right now are not the ones you are born with

human beings have 46 chromosomes, housing 3billion human genes,

existence of a rainbow depend on receptors in your eyes, you dont just look at rainbow you create it, with every act of perception, you create the world, the body, stars , galaxy and you create your experiences

this physical body is a changing symbolic signature of you and your experiences. the body is a photo, a snapshot,

the changing inner world is you. body responds, you respond according to thoughts feelings, imaginations, intention, attention, intuition, creativity, vision, compassion, joy etc the complexity that is creating a story in your internal life and this body is the printout ,

the mind comes from infinite being, your soul.

matter is space; space is energy and information and light, and when tat settles down into source, that is infinite being, irreducible, formless, fundamental, acausal, spaceless

matter resolves into energy , which resolves into light and info in that light and light resolves into infinite being, omnipresent, omnipotent, omniscience

the visible you is a symbol, the invisible you is the pdf, the real you is infinite being, all three are working simultaneously to create reality.

nothing to do, only to be, every moment in time is spaceless timeless self organising self

you can change the appearance of the physical body

Teachings from The Dalai Lama’s Avalokiteshvara Empowerment

Teachings from The Dalai Lama’s Avalokiteshvara Empowerment

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His Holiness the 14th Dalai Lama conferred an Avalokiteshvara Empowerment from his residence in Dharamsala, HP, India yesterday and today.

Day 1

Teachings on Day 1.

  • to lead a life of transcendence 
  • motivation is important, to be in the good for others and to work hard for your future life
  • cultivating the body, this body we have cannot help us transcend/elevate, this body has to first dissolve into emptiness
  • there is nothing that has inherent and independent existence, things exist by way of designation, whatever that arises through dependence is empty.

Nagajuna 

-I m not one in aggregates,

-I m not one with aggregates

-I do not posses aggregates

Who am i?

you are not an aggregate, this appearance of aggregate you cling on to disappears and you find yourself absorbed in emptiness ——arise into deity

the self does not exist intrinsically

all phenomena is devoid of intrinsic existence

things do not and can not exist apart from appearance 

Day 2

-we have been enslaved by our thoughts, selfish motives and self cherishing attitude

-It is important to generate virtuous state of mind, think of seeing other sentient beings, and for their mindful awakening, day by day, practise this and gain familiarity with it—-for the benefit of sentient beings, may I receive buddhahood, not that may i but that I will receive enlightenment for the benefit of all sentient beings

-reflect on emptiness

-all sufferings come from selfishness ; all happiness come from wishing others to be happy

-Cultivate Bodhicitta if you care about alleviating suffering, in bodhicitta, you feel peaceful, rested, it purifies all negativity, that is the pathway to temporary and ultimate happiness.

-From the depths of the heart, feel Bodhicitta of cherishing others more than yourself, the altruistic spirit of enlightenment

-Dependent Origination: There is nothing objectively existing, things have no external existence, there’s nothing you can pinpoint at the core. If they can exist by themselves, what need is there for interdependence? What need is there for dependent origination?Things exist by way of relation to others, things have no objective existence. If things existed, they are merely designated

-Ignorance can be overcome, they have no core

-when there is understanding of emptiness within the law of cause and effect, you won’t be captivated by extremist views

-If you hold the conviction that nothing has objective existence apart from being designated, clinging and ignorance to independent existence is shaken, so mediate on emptiness, undermine ignorance and self cherishing

–

Discovering Your Gifts

Discovering Your Gifts

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Transcendence Episode 5 and wonderful inspirations that soothe and serve. Words have power, because they are distilled from powerful experiences that involve the evolution of the self.

“Individuals grow through pain or insight.

Whatever’s that going on in society is an imprint . In the beginning we learn how to survive with the imprint then we learn how to adapt with the imprint and at some point in our life, it is either pain suffering or tremendous insight we learn to transform we learn to go beyond the imprint

At some point, we have to be taught that there’s something about us something gifted something intrinsic within you that no one else has the way you have it 

Most  people when they go through something debilitating they ask a disempowering question from a victim state—-why me who’s to blame what’s wrong and the mind goes rapidly off they don’t take you anywhere but in a downward spiral 

The dark side of the soul :

You lose all sense of connection with the presence of the order of higher being

What you formerly believe has gone out of the window 

Your old identity has begun to evaporate and the new identity hasn’t emerged and your r in that proverbial no mans land

It can last for a short time to a v long time

You new identity is emerging and you r not who u r used to be so you don’t know who you r you don’t know who you believe 

In the dark night if you can ask: what quality can I give birth to to have peace of mind if this were to last forever 

Why is it important?

Because generally individuals in the dark night go through some form of wishful thinking like I wish I wasn’t here I wish I want who I was I wish I had done this differently. It’s a kind of wishful thinking because you r who u r and where you r.

So to the degree that you can pull yourself out of wishful thinking and ask a different kind of question; when the dark night is over and you find yourself a little bit higher in transformation  because you didn’t waste the time asking futile qns

You r in that crucible of darkness that crucible of transformation 

And what you gain from it is that you can see the light in the darkness

The darkness shines

Mediocrity attacks excellence

You dont live your life with what other pple r thinking as your consideration , pple are taking too much into consideration about what others are thinking about you

let they go

i m the singular manifestation of cosmic good -let this be the predominant voice you hear.

by walking in the direction of dreams, fear goes into excitement then enthusiasm

so you walk, you never know if you dont go 

Visualisation: seeing feeling it declaring it articulating it coming into resonance with it until it comes into manifestation 

Visioning it : ask what is the vision, say it till u feel it articulate it, ask what you need to become to manifest and growing it, what do i need to grow in my life, what do i already have what do i need to let go off to be in service.

something intrinsic within us and we ask until we begin to see what is our gift our passion and we walk in that direction

at one point you have to ask how can i be of service, service is great opener of the heart, service is path to awakening. when u r awake, you serve more, and awaken. 

transform vibration of corporation, biz, organisations if we maintains service ethic, in that frequency, any other things are given. the energy that flows thru you is of service to others and it feeds you first.

we can find our calling,

i think our path is find our calling and to answer it

many times our career supports our calling

there’s nothing wrong with that

establish intention to wake up to who you r

to have oneness with life

affirmative prayer, praying to have realisation of what you r praying for

enter state of gratitude , proclaim n declare what is , give thanks that it is done”———Michael Beckwith

“We are meaning making machines 

Everything that we go through in life and experience is exactly what we needed to experience 

Everything we go through has been divinely orchestrated to bring us to this present moment 

So if you r grateful for this moment you must be grateful for every other single moment that got you to this moment 

And so the meaning is what we can place on these experiences 

hero’s journey

Initiation : we start to meet allies people of the same values pple who believe in us and we believe in them pple who are inspiring us and whom we want along this journey

we start to fight our dragons, external or internal, family or friends we think we need to stay friends with, our own beliefs for a long time, i m not enough, self doubt etc

take the gifts you found, bring them to the world

return

individual to spend time with themselves, removes any kind of conditioning, 

beauty of life,

when get quiet enough and ask yourself, what r u passionate about, take that and follow that s your blueprint

try the things u r gd at the connection with the world, thing u want to change n have an impact with

drop fr head into heart , take time to b quiet n listen

the quality of our life depends on the quality of qns we ask- what do u enjoy as a child, what brings you joy makes you come alive, makes you smile

until intuitively energetically we feel that 

there r countless challenges we r facing, yet most pple will be the old man n say you cant make a difference, why even try? but there’s a growing community that says, let me pick up that starfish and make a difference to that one

overview effect: when astronauts come back fr space their family see change, smthg fundamentally different abt them, what shifted?

when u r in space looking down on earth, u see earth as a living breathing organism.

we  as humans as part of this organism , we are a small part of this bigger puzzle just as we need cells to come together to make tissue and tissue and tissue come to make organ and organs and organs to make body.

every single human when alive n on purpose gets to be the cell that is functioning on capacity to make this organism that is planet earth work

make us feel insignificant and extremely significant at the same time

every single cell needs to be functioning for the whole to work——–Mike Sherbakov

“Compassion shifts brain function

compassion is changing our brains. 

research shows that in blissful states, they dont just make us feel better, they stand to the world around us

 light meditation helps increase productivity by 500%

in elevated states, problems solving ability increase 490%

creativity explodes

when more pple enter these states, we have increased leverage over global problems

All these brains in coherence, to each other,  in mental and heart coherence, coherent with evy one on the planet who is coherent, all this brains and states, bring prob solving ability to problems

we get more into state, we problem more of these neurochemicals and we change the world

over next 10/20 years , solve with increase capability

elevate yourself in bliss happiness, feeling good and changing your brain and human capacities come online, they are there for the world and the world outside you

I dream of a day when my grandchildren come to me and say there’s a ptsd on project but i dont even know abt it, want a world for our grandchildren when depression, anxiety and ptsd is unknown there (like how our grandparents knew polio etc)

we have those tools right now and we are deploying them

we have in our grasp these tools to solve

the world is changing 

now is the time 

its such an exiting time to be alive————-Dawson Church

important for everyone going through difficulty to create own declaration -because i m not going thru this for nothing

anytime u r feeling sorry for yourself anger and resentment around your situation

whatever choice u give whatever meaning u add ,will decide outcome  how fast you bounce back

can choose that meaning at any given time

best way to find out—how do u feel: expanded or contracted?

anyone can choose what they want to mean

you can get through anything ——-Sonia Ricotti

“We come into this world with consciousness, whole, 

stay rooted with the core of who i m , when we know who we are we know what to do

come into harmony, we can transform and everything we do as humanity will transform”——-Sadhvi Bhagawatiji,

“To me, earth is in labour trying to bring forth a whole new kind of existence where we r living fr hearts where each person manifests into world all of  of our gifts perfection n blueprint that is within our hearts and there’s where we are going and we will get there. and thats the future”———–Bradley Nelson

Realising Me xxv: 21 Days of Abundance Day Thirteen

Realising Me xxv: 21 Days of Abundance Day Thirteen

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Day 13

Abundance and the Law of Detachment

*Message:*

Today we will learn how to abandon a desire to get a certain result.

We will learn the Law of Detachment.

Abundance comes in many forms. As long as you create through desires that benefit the whole world, you can get whatever you want.

Symbols of abundance: a big house, a new car or elaborate jewelry will bring waves of excitement into your life. But this does not mean sacrificing the ocean for the sake of several transient waves.

“Live, overflowing with an abundance of love, passion, creativity and significance, and then these symbols themselves will “chase” you.”

–Dr. David Simon, Co-Founder of the Chopra Center

QUESTION N ° 1: What symbols of abundance do you dream of?

QUESTION N ° 2: How could they improve both your life and others?

QUESTION N ° 3: How else will such abundance positively affect your life?

My inputs

Q1.

Light

Wisdom

Awareness

Peace and harmony

Hope

Strength

Joyfulness

Happiness

Q2.

Like an inspiration or a guide or anchor to my life and others

Q3.

Bring me closer to beauty satisfaction purpose mission calling or truth of life, to pure consciousness and me

*Task:*

Think about your mom’s description from Day 11.

Consider your life and your returning patterns.

Do you see “copy-paste” situations in them or just some similarities between you and your mom?

What are they, how were they formed?

Write these reflections in your notebook.

My inputs

I married someone less educated than me like mom did

I m like the leader like mom did

I planned like mom did

From day 11, I wrote:

I learnt all of mom ‘s qualities the good and bad

I learnt to give of myself to others

I learnt not to prioritize myself

I didn’t take care of my physical my emotional my mental well being before

I learnt to be sacrificial to be the leader of the tribe like she did , to rise up to the occasion and to support my family in times of need

I believed and practicedthe principles of hard work and honesty in the way I worked and lived

I asked for fairness like mom did

I plan really well

I always did things myself as far as possible

I didn’t know or want to ask for help as far as possible

I saw myself small too

But increasingly and also mindfully , I also learned and choose to not be mom not to be her and the things she chose

I learned to be myself when i use awareness and recognize that she’s gone to the extreme of giving and devoting to herself, in putting others before her , in being sacrificial

I learned to prioritize myself my physical mental and emotional well being

I m trying to be respectful of authorities but not fearful

I learned to ask for help

I learned that I can choose not to take the lead

I learnt to ask for things from my husband such as for participation in the family, whether it be household chores or the kids

From her, I learned that responsibility can have limits and shouldn’t affect one’s well being

I saw myself as being small too undeserving in a way

I m meticulous and detailed

Listen to today’s meditation twice in a row.

Audio

Abundance is a state of mind in which you believe you r intrinsically creative

You recognize that universe is abundant and that you are an expression of universe

If you accept idea of an unlimited abundant universe, you relinquish the desire to manage circumstances enforce solutions to manifest desires

This is essence of Law of detachment

This law Teaches us to focus on what we desire, take necessary steps to achieve our dreams, then find security in wisdom of uncertainty, by letting go of attachment to outcome

An essential step in achieving our goals

Think of a time to recall a name with no success

Struggle and let go efforts

Then A name flashes in your consciousness

In same way, cast your intention in womb of creation without attachment to results

Ultimately fulfills your desires

In physical world there r perceived boundaries such as time space opportunities

But in the spiritual realm opportunities are limitless and there’s no space or time. What exists is pure possibilities pure potentiality which you activate through thoughts beliefs intentions

Abundance springs fr this unlimited source

Therefore release any thoughts of limitations

Go directly to this source

And Proclaim your intention

Today Practice law of detachment

Detach from all expectations of outcome

Allow everyone and everything the freedom to be exactly as they are

Accept uncertainty

And Witness solutions and opportunities that spontaneously spring from it

Then Step into field of possibilities remaining open to infinity of choices

“As I let go of the need to arrange my life, the Universe brings abundant good to me”

Have a wonderful day everyone, full of light and abundance! 💎

*Phrase:*

“As I let go of the need to arrange my life, the Universe brings abundant good to me”

“When I let go of the need to control and organize my life, the Universe brings in abundance for what I need”

*Mantra:*

Om Anadham Nama

Om Anadham Nama

My reflections : In my quiet space I saw the word Build. Start building TPY I heard.

Feels like I woke up after a sleep, yet,

40 is a great start and a great time to start building your life and shape it accordingly to what you believe in.

Build health- by building in plant power which has worked for me

Build joy happiness peace ease harmony by building up mindfulness and release of what doesn’t serve me

Build wealth and an abundant life for myself and loved ones by pursuing work I truly believe in and that which will benefit others too

Recovering Your True Self

Recovering Your True Self

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These are some beautiful thought provoking mind blowing things that has been said and that touched me deeply.

This is episode of Transcendence 2 and the end of it , right at the end caught me off guard.

“We are always looking for external recognition.

And there have been clients climbing the mountain of societal success and they climb to the top and feel emptiness

They keep repeating the same internal pattern and getting the same result

People work v v hard to present themselves they want the world to see

They get so busy run so fast just to not connect with what they are avoiding

You need to understand the cause of what you went through

My father did the best he could and maybe he did.

If you can isolate the trauma and how it affected you and the individual

It allows to find out who you really are what drives you and allows you to heal the relationship understand what treat person really went through at that time

Nothing in my opinion is more valuable more healing than, not downloading your story but sharing your story

When you share the parts of you that is scary, when you share a part of yourself that you are ashamed of , when you share a part of yourself that you deeply regret you allow the world to see all of you

I would encourage people to share the parts of themselves they have spent a lot of time and energy hiding and watch how free you feel and watch what you can do with that energy”———Philip Mckernan

The privilege of a lifetime is being who you are—- Joseph Campbell

“I think the negative comes from we haven’t dealt into who we are

It’s not acknowledging their lives r perfect but that You have put on lens that judges that perfection

The dichotomy of the human spirit the human being is we must endure and face adversity and challenges

It’s part of being human and part of what that drives our quest for enlightenment for spirituality true love

I believe it’s a gift. I believe in the throes of challenge. You have to feel it to heal it. You have to honour it. You have to endure. You have to find help find a way through it. You do have to get through it.

Or you become a victim of circumstance and there becomes a layer a shield to stop love coming in

You can use your circumstances as a weapon and you can use them as an excuse of not being a true reflection of the absolute beauty of you as a human

Or you can say wow that happened to me. What m I going to do with it?

How do I use it to become a better person how can I teach another person to get through the same experience”———Kim Morrison

“Your deepest wound is the source of your greatest gift

It’s your wound and throwing a penny into the deep end of the pool and for you to dive down in terms of fulfilling and finding out

You r out here for a reason. And your mission if you accept it is find that reason and fulfill it”————Artie Wu

From Domestication to Transformation

From Domestication to Transformation

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Watched Transcendence 2 Episode one and found so much gold, that which I have put down here briefly:

Mistaking operating system for reality

How do we connect

Syncing ones breath, pupils dilate, oxytocin’s released,

Create value not sell time

Where the meaning in this? What’s the future in this?

If you stereotype people against a very narrow view of ability then you automatically generate a very big conception of inability or disability

We just do because we think we have to but we don’t have to

Creativity isn’t some exotic by product that we happen to see in a few people. We have come to think of it that way. But it’s not true. Creativity is the pulse of human life.

Education should cultivate children’s creative capacities

Free play in afternoons

Learning is facts n figures things that you easily forget

Teach transformation : an expansion of your world view and your mind once expanded can never shrink back to its original size

Once you world view change you become more authentic empathetic like compassionate, you never lose that sense

When Sir Ken Robinson spoke about the dancer who grew to become the choreographer who designed Cats. Somehow it really resonated with me.

I thought of myself . I was fortunate that I could survive the mainstream educational system but still managed to find my love of expression and could use it to earn a method of sustenance.

I thought about my kids. What does QinZhi love and how can I release her from the system that is taking her creativity away?

The link here:

https://www.gaia.com/lp/transcendence-2-premier?episode=1&utm_medium=prospect&utm_campaign=tr-transcendence-summit-2&utm_content=t2-summit-sales-1&utm_term=text&ch=tr&sc_src=email_784480&sc_lid=50485637&sc_uid=cHyqgzprLr&sc_llid=56061&sc_eh=c7875d7b25ee03611&utm_source=email

Realising Me xxvii: 21 days of Abundance Day Five

Realising Me xxvii: 21 days of Abundance Day Five

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Day 5

Message of the Day

Today we will penetrate the field of all possibilities, appearing in the silence of meditation.

The unlimited power of the universe is always at your disposal.

By making intuitive decisions rooted in this unified field, you can express your deepest desires.

In your everyday life, if possible, continue to cultivate silence. Spend more time in nature, soaking up her beauty and watching how abundance manifests itself everywhere. Immerse yourself in the energy of beautiful music; uplifting and inspiring stories; optimistic like-minded people near you.

By doing this, you will see how the field of all possibilities is widely revealed in front of you to help your dreams come true.

Phrase

Today I embrace my potential to be, do and have whatever I can dream

Mantra

Sat Chit Ananda

Today’s task is based on the law of energy exchange.

Everything is made of energy.
A person constantly exchanges energy with other people.

The first principle of this law is that balance must be maintained in everything.

If someone departed, then someone arrived.
Energy does not disappear anywhere.

If you sent something outside, then something will return to you.

If you want to achieve a balance in everything, learn to give and receive equally.

Today’s exercise is completely devoted to the exchange, returns. And a turning point in our journey!

For those who asked me how to help a friend take part in such a marathon – this is the answer to your requests …

The Task

From today, you will be responsible for your own abundance group.

It does not have to be big. Even 2-3 people is enough.

Every day, you will conduct your group through tasks from 0 to 21 days, just like you get them from me and continue to receive.

Today you are just creating your group and send task 0 in it, and start on Monday the first day!

Audio :

Tend to inherit beliefs with whom we spend the most time

These philosophies become part of our subconscious mind

We function with subconscious mind programmed by others

We can release 

Clear subconscious of all that does not serve us

True transformation :

  • attention or focus- energize
  • Intention or clear vision of desired outcome – transform

Change life to reality and that exactly what you envision

Crystallize the vision 

My Reflection:

I drifted into sleep in the 5-10 min meditation 

So deep and so peaceful and calming and I woke up in time to hear the bell which marked the end of the meditation 

It’s just 5-7 min 

But where did I go?

As I listened to this audio, it dawned upon me I had forgotten to dream

HuaiHao was building so many transformative LEGO pieces and he was role playing and orchestrating scenes acting out at least 2 roles

There’s so much dreaming and imagination at work

I look back at my work and think in my work too and in interviews in orchestrating videos there was a lot of envisioning and dreaming of what might happen

I had a lot of practice and fun

How can I support the growth of this part of myself since I have stopped work?

Maybe this is a good start

I embrace my potential to be do and have whatever I can dream

I want to be a recognized world class producer and create celebrated works that embody or exude love, hope, strength, warmth, peace, ease and give out light

I dream of becoming beautiful from within, healthy inside out and no longer acting or living out of the past

I dream of achieving an eternal state of bliss peace balance equilibrium and all my bodily functions are in harmony with my mind my psyche my soul

I dream of having a nice house full of love joy harmony happiness laughter good healthy food and lots of greens in my garden

I dream of becoming a thought leader and inspiring people to dare, to look back at their experiences——- to find out and to answer questions and therefore—— discover the real him/her.

And I thought of Qinzhi. That day she flared up, she threw up this in a fit of anger : You want to see the real me? This is the real me!

And I did manage to create a group, albeit a mini one.

The Law of Energy Exchange did its work——If you sent something outside, then something will return to you.

It’s just a matter of time when the returns or echo is visible to you.

Realising Me xxiv: 21 Days of Abundance Day Two

Realising Me xxiv: 21 Days of Abundance Day Two

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Day 2

*Task*

*Write all of your debts in your notebook*

Debt on a bank account, credit cards, loans, debts to individuals, court debts – all of your debts, of any kind.

No need to record the amount, only to whom and for what.

O credit card

P credit card

Insurance to A

Insurance to O

Insurance to G

Insurance to N

Medisave contribution

Tax payment

Payment thru CPF for house

And after that make a list of all your monthly payments.

O credit card Jan – Dec

P credit card Jan- Dec

Insurance to A

Insurance to O

Insurance to G

Insurance to N

Medisave contribution

Tax payment

Payment thru CPF for house

YL purchases

Food purchases

Clothing for kids

Purchases for myself

Therapies

*Phrase*

*I create my personal abundance from an infinite source *

– – – –

*Mantra*

Aham Bramasmi

Aham Bramasmi

Answer the question, “What does abundance mean to you?” If you want, you can write the answer in your notebook.

Reflections:

Abundance to me, is

-effortless 取之不尽用之不竭

-freedom to tap from infinite source at all times

-effortless health, vitality, longevity, well being at all times

-happiness and joy without reason at all times

-peace and ease with our reason at all times

From the Audio recording: Inviting Abundance into your life needs just awareness, intention, silence

Open mind and heart to possibility of whatever you want in health and Abundance will flow to you

What would i like to have more of in my life:

-increased and improved awareness and intuition

-Expanded consciousness and therefore intuition

– improvement of understanding of life or truth with awareness and insight

-opportunities to be with great teachers and messengers or communicators of wisdom like the Rinpoches

– wonderful opportunities to express my gifts , whether it be in writing or to create videos or works to share light warmth give strength and let people discover

-create Great Health like never before: healing my keloids, Ca 19.9, cyst completely naturally

-create Peace Balance Love and Harmony like never before

-create Great relationships and connections like never before

-create Success and Wealth like never before

I create my personal Abundance from an infinite source

Inner Engineering

Inner Engineering

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Saw a video on the Isha Kriya page and Sadhguru talks about external and chronic health issues

Whereas infectious external ones are caused by something on the outside , chronic ones develop from within the body and has to be quelled from the inside

Sadhguru explains that while the body and cells r designed for health, sometimes the body develops these chronic conditions as something fundamental has gone off balance, or there is a certain understanding or misunderstanding about things within the system itself, at the cellular level, at the elemental level, so instead of creating health its creating ill health . And we may be incubating this misunderstanding in many ways

So this can be altered by bringing about a certain level of balance in the system, activating a inner energy and accessing the innermost dimension of who you are, which is the very maker of this body

If there is a repair job to be done on this body, should you go to the manufacturer or the local mechanic?

Because the problem is generated from within, it is very important that an inner solution be found for this—->

the inner engineering process is about this, that you find access to the deepest dimension of intelligence and competence within ourselves which is capable of generating this body

The simplest step that one needs to take is that one becomes open to the possibility first of all.

I look at myself and ask what causes the keloids and cyst

The keloids, as I have read, is a result of overhealing. The cyst, absorbed water from the surroundings.

Over active!

Hardened.

The first idea that came to mind, was that I have perhaps (mis)understood that in the face of difficulties, I have to harden up, toughen up in order to survive

I jumped the gun.

Rather than to be as it is, as I m. I reacted overzealously by toughening up. I thought that was the only way.

Expanding on this, the (mis)understanding is to be perfect (when I m not). There was no compassion or empathy towards myself , no respect no acknowledgement of myself

I did not cherish myself and always relegated myself to something else

With this understanding, I have to rework myself and see how this can help my body.

Learning to slow down, learning to be aware, learning to break the circuit of overreacting, of jumping the gun, or the habit to toughen up or stiffen is so so important.

Learning to be soft, malleable, flexible, learning to be fluid. Learning to accept.

This Wild Wonderful World

This Wild Wonderful World

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Huaihao says its the weekend tomorrow and asks if we could read.

We always read at bedtime, and he loved it. Because I read in an animated fashion, sometimes he would giggle and laugh and that was music to me.

But ever since I started doing massages for Qinzhi, Huaihao has had to wait till I finish. Sometimes he would wait for his turn to read a story with me. And I felt bad when he asks, “Mommy, can we read? “

It had been a given to him , but now, he had to ask for permission of sorts

Sometimes he would retort, “but you always give attention to Qinzhi, why do I always have to wait?”

Today Qinzhi is out watching some tv and I had time with Huaihao, I asked him to choose the books he wanted and we read, and he giggled.

And that giggle really warmed me.

Almost like a rescue of sorts. And we read this book

And we read this paragraph above.

There were lots of difficult to read dinosaurs that I didnt even know, and Huaihao knew them as if they were his friends.

How old he must have been , haha.

And I especially love this paragraph .

Asha was wondering why the Hatzegopteryx could fly even if it were so heavy.

And Professor Penelope said that there are many impossible things that turn out to be true in this wild wonderful world of ours.

I didnt know what Huaihao thought but now as I wrote about it, I wanted really to know what he thought when he heard those few lines.

Because I felt a relief and a sense of happiness , a joyful feeling—-that there are infinite possibilities and everything and anything is possible , YES in this WILD WONDERFUL WORLD we live in, AT THIS TIME.

IF anything, the covid19 pandemic made this even more true.

Like a sense of opening up and acknowledging, this world is So So So wold anything can happen

It sort of answers all the why I have had in a way

This wild yet wonderful world. And its empowering, like you find power put back into your hands, to create what you want in this wild and wonderful world in which anything can happen

How amazing! and so it is that we are living now and here.

How amazing it is, that we have chosen to live now and here.

It’s almost like an invitation to construe and construct my own wild wonderful life

If this isnt magic, I do not know what magic is.

Thank you Huaihao, for reading with me. And lets! Start building wild wonderful moments