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Running (xi)

Running (xi)

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Woke up bright and early on Christmas morning and saw this

How beautiful! Put on my active wear at the fastest speed wanting to chase the sun

This morning, I tweaked the process a little just to see how it feels. Instead of breathing in and flushing light out through my vitals, I just absorbed the light into me. Somewhere at the navel, I went to the time when I was a kid, and the navel was beautiful. I saw myself drinking milk from a bottle on the floor , my right leg crossing and resting on my left knee

I went a little deeper.

How does it feel? I asked.

I felt a lot of love. It was when everything was simple, and there was no concept of many things and everything. A void in conceptual terms and everything was of feelings. Direct and not complex. I allow myself to feel that a little more and carried on my run.

Breathing in the highest light for the upgrade of my cells, my being my soul.

May this light of Christmas warm you through and through . I intend that the days ahead, filled with light———- be merry and bright!

Running (x)

Running (x)

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It’s been a while after the first sinovac jab and I m back running .

And the message that came through: what if, there’s nothing to heal?

Can we entertain this thought?

What if there are no keloids no cyst no inflammation no pus no fear no shame no guilt. How would I be running?

And I picked up speed and ran.

Like the way they ran in movies. Legs high I the air.

Then I forgot my phone password and remembered and saw this quote: live , as if you are already there.

Running / Walking (ix)

Running / Walking (ix)

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Running today while using breaths to clean my inside presented me with something new.

When the breaths come to the heart, I saw how it differed from the last run.

When I used light to clean the heart and pictured it shiny the last time, light this morning cleaned what heart experienced.

Then the lungs the liver the stomach and intestines.

When I came to the navel, I saw crystal clear light at the belly button and a picture of a navel as a baby came up. Then me as a baby. Me just out of the birth canal, my looking at the world in wonder me crying in fear and fright, not knowing how when why what.

I gathered I absorbed fear from the surroundings and I saw how this precious crystal clear light cleaned me and the baby girl once again looked at the world in wonder and with curiosity.

Born again.

What a morning. To reinforce process and how it could have been different!

Running / Walking (viii)

Running / Walking (viii)

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On my way back from running, while I was walking , I trained myself in the process further.

I chanted mantras. And got to understand why the process mattered.

I was also chanting yesterday and the feeling was letting my body my cells hear the chant or feel the vibrations of the mantras

But today! but today I had the feeling of chanting with all my cells and when I “got lost” or drifted, I invited my body to come back and chant together with me. It feels like I am ushering no motivating and we all have our heart on chanting. There is a certain feeling of fulfillment doing it together with my body with my cells.

And as I went on and on, and got to the keloids and cyst at the belly button, I saw that they (can) and are part of me. But I have never accepted them, much less accepted them as part of my body. I always saw them as something external and something I had to handle to resolve to remove.

I have never accepted or acknowledged them in a way

Then I saw this beautiful light shining through

And , and I can’t believe I m running. And who is the me waiting for me in the distance ?

I look back and remember I was smiling to myself at bedtime yesterday. A very awesome feeling. Smiling and smiley joyful for no reason

Running/ Walking (vi)

Running/ Walking (vi)

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I always hear this, from John.

He always says , “ it’s not the essential oil not the product, it’s the process. It’s the process.”

I used to be perturbed . If the protocol is there, why does he still say this? But I finally got an inkling of what he means this morning as I repeated my running challenge

He can prescribe a protocol of oils to use for any condition but different people would arrive at different results

Of course the physical conditions would vary but I realise also the importance of the process

As I ran , I kept drawing in the Sun’s light and energy into my body and my being , to cleanse my insides

On another day, what came though from the skies was not intense sunlight but a soft glow. Yet another, the day began moist chilly with little light

I did this everyday and even the process is different everyday. The process of breathing in and cleansing is different everyday .

The process is different because what I breathed in is different and so many more

And so the results will be different

Today as I ran and walked and breathed, breathed in light at the pelvic keloids, I saw the baby skin beneath and I heard something else—— that the keloids have been almost a shield for me all these years as I moved through it all. I might have been hurt more or less protected had it not been for the keloids who have come on this way to shield me.

Before I was ready to face the world with myself and the experiences that I have.

Now I m ready and I heard myself thank the keloids for being here with me all this while. This is certainly yet another step after accepting them as part of me —— something I realized yesterday in my run .

And so they say, 11.11 is a very special day and opens us up to a new portal of ascension and being.

May light be always with you.

Change

Change

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This is one word we come across every so often but one of the hardest (?) to execute or be aware of.

For example, I do not feel or know that I have changed or aged until I see my kids grow up. So it seems, change happens when we are least aware of it

This morning I thought this word of change echoed to me

I am curious how I will be if I continue to run

John once said that if I started exercising I will be a different person

I will become better

I am curious how I am going to be. What is the change?

Let’s do this experiment.

How will/can I become? And how will/can you—— become?

And I saw this quote – life is not about discovery, life is about creation. And you are creating it all, no one else is doing it for you.

Running/ Walking (v)

Running/ Walking (v)

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For the fourth consecutive day I ran.

Like a little date I have with myself and the sun and along the way, I have lots of wonderful thoughts/ realizations that come through.

This morning as I ran facing the sun, something in my body opened up and I saw a thought/ realization bloom.

To forgive, do we need there to be a reason ? If so. Just the very fact that I m running like that now, in this way now is the reason.

There are so many new things I want to get on to, and I have progressed and processed so much along the way.

Just running like that is enough for me to forgive, if I have anything else to forgive.

I m always so intrigued by the littlest birds taking on the sky. Soaring in the space. Playing with the space. I see them stretch out and open up their little wings and explore the space. So free so beautiful so wonderful! I want to be that light.

If we can afford that magnanimity at heart and have this kind of space, anything and every issue we have would be little by comparison

I saw a squirrel dancing it’s way up a tree . So light ! As if there is no body weight. I want to be like it.

I ran and let the sunlight cleanse may body. I said my affirmations

I feel myself bathed in sunlight. And it giving me energy

I feel my body warming up. I lifted my body and ran. Lifted the weight off my feet. It’s a different feeling

No wonder we repeat. Because in repetitive motion, we realise we find we breakthrough.

I saw a red ixora bloom.

I had to peel open some leaves to see it. Why hide? You are beautiful in your every right.

No matter how big or small, show your colour for that is your power.

I saw the grace in falling. Just as blooming and opening up is nature, so is falling and closing. And it would be beautiful because it has experienced bloom.

So, bloom!

Loving how nature is speaking to me.

And when I opened WhatsApp, teacher sent me this