Realising Me xxiii: 21 Days of Abundance Day One

Realising Me xxiii: 21 Days of Abundance Day One

Day 1

Task: In your new notebook, make a list of 50 people that have influenced your life.

They can be both living and already departed people, your relatives, friends, and celebrities, writers and personalities whom you do not necessarily know personally.

Everyone who has influenced you, and contributed to your growth & development.

The list must have at least 50 names.

In the process of making a list, think about why you chose the person. What has changed in your life for the better?

Move calmly and thoughtfully. Remember the best things about each person in the list and what they bring into your life.

Trust in the process 🙂

Your list may be more than 50 people. But not less!

PHRASE OF THE DAY:

* Today I behold the abundance that surrounds me *

*Meditation*

This is the Mantra you will repeat during meditation:

*So Hum*

My Reflection:

1. Dad

2. Mom

3. Bf

4. Ah Ma

5. Gor gor

6. Hwee

7. Stanley

8. Michelle

9. Qinzhi

10. HuaiHao

11. Boy

12. Mei

13. Mr Ng

14. Yen

15. Buddha

16. Goddess of Mercy

17. Medicine Buddha

18. Khadro La

19. Yongey Mingyur Rinpoche

20. Tsoknyi Rinpoche

21. Dalai Lama

22. Sadhguru

23. Deepak Chopra

24. Jiang Xun

25. YongJ

26. MiaoY

27. Sam

28. Ula

29. Yin

30. Stella

31. Brendon Burchard

32. Win Hof

33. Marie Forl

34. Yi Ma

35. YuJ

36. XiaoK

37. SH

38. PanZL

39. QiaoY

40. YuM

41. QingK

42. Shirley

43. Xiaogu

44. Dagu

45. YuPG

46. Helena

47. Angie

48. Davina

49. Lee Lao Shi

50. Dr Yue

51. Jade Yeo

52. MichelleW

53. John

54. Stephan

55. Punam

I listened to the first audio recording and its content rests on introducing the idea there abundance surrounds us and we do not even have to seek it

But just open ourselves to receiving it

In the short meditation with Deepak’s voice, guiding us to connect to the seat of quiet I located it at my belly area

Gradually as we did breathing and mentally recited So Hum to anchor as thoughts came, I began to observe tightness almost clenching like a fist, clasping grasping

I tried to breathe into it

And it was pretty tight. Now I know. There’s tightness there

But onwards and forwards, I began to see how that area- almost like its boundary expanding upwards and horizontally

It’s opening up and expanding n I m liking it

The clench is still there but I m not forcing it. But observing it

When the sun set today, the sky was a luminous tint of purplish blue pink orange yellow. I m reminded of the abundance nature gifts.

So pretty and when I get to turn my head and ask Huaihao and qinzhi to see, I felt even better, grateful and joyful i have them to share

As I write these names down, I become aware of the saying: you r in me, I m in you. Nature is in us, we r in nature. We r in the universe and the universe is in us

We rub off each other and shape ourselves so unconsciously with others’ thoughts n beliefs. We are an amalgamation each other

You don’t have to do anything

You don’t have to do anything

Yongey Mingyur Rinpoche gave his second teaching online at 0000hrs today.

And some points which called out are :

  • You don’t have to do anything, just be—-and it reminds me of my own experience the day before during the self reiki, its almost like a chef, who has mastered all techniques of cooking and throwing the techniques away to tune in to his emotions and to cook what he feels like or to cook in response to the ingredients.
  • Perceptions in meditation, such as seeing things, eg enlightened beings or ghosts, hearing things: don’t care
  • Lockdowns experienced worldwide now, provides great opportunities for retreat, you dont have to apply for leave now to get on a retreat!
  • As you build up your experiences, texts develop different meanings
  • Everyday there is something new, try to discover yourself, learn about yourself, reflect, mediate, and to grow
  • Important thing is balance
  • Looking back at the past, when you look at great discoveries, there always is a moment of breaks, quiet, rest there is a lot of discovery, use this precious time to grow, to transform, to learn, about nature of reality
  • Set your intention before practice
  • Dedicate your practice after
  • You need panic or thought or emotion for meditation! You NEED the panic! Panic becomes the teacher
  • All these panic/thoughts/emotions can be used—-I call it inner recycling
  • If you see the river, you are not in the river. And, don’t expect the river to go away
  • The moment you are lost and you come by/to, you feel that you are so alive!
  • Open awareness or objectless mediation

Awareness is like a lamp, it lights the surroundings and itself

Similarly, awareness is like the map, it is self luminous and ruminating others

Mind is like the sky, thought/emotions is like cloud, they come, they move, they go

Awareness, our basic innate goodness is like the sky, it is pure, calm, free, always open, pollutants, clouds they cannot change the quality of the sky, no matter what, so let the clouds come, let the clouds go——you don’t have to do anything.

Awareness is there, you do not have to make it, just discover it, you can use object such as sound, to discover awareness

  • Allowing to be yourself is great kindness to yourself
  • No meditation is the best meditation
  • No mediation means= being present and don’t get lost, whatever the mind is, just be, it means= being uncontrived, be natural

You don’t have to do anything, just be.

Not doing anything is the best thing you can do

Sound Healing and Meditation i

Sound Healing and Meditation i

This is the first time I went for a sound healing meditation class, even if I have worked with tibetan singing bowls before in my kundalini class.

And the teacher or facilitator is like a Greek goddess, later on she said she’s lived in Greece. No wonder.

She uses crystal bowls and combined the session with writing because she says that writing or journaling can be cathartic 

She asks us to think and note down first what we intend 

  • how do you want to feel with this going on in the world today
  • Who do you want to be

I wrote this

And felt slightly silly

Be an angel? TPY? haha

Afterwards we did some breath work to slow down our brain waves

Basically breathing in

White light enveloping you

Drawing white light to the crown, third eye, throat, heart, navel, pelvic area ten the root of the spine

Finally on the exhale visualize the white light shooting out of the spine towards the ground and as they touch the ground, roots grow out of it

And ground and connect you to Mother Earth

I like the way she puts things, she said this is totally not a coincidence that we on a saturday afternoon would be here with her

Like reminding us to be a witness of the experience and no judgement is required. And when thoughts might become challenging, to use our breath as an anchor to come back to the meditation.

Then the bowls start singing

It’s powerful and they sweep through the the body irregardless of how or what you intend

My right leg twitched and released something

Then afterwards I drifted off

When the class ended , she asked us to take a peep at the oracle card placed on the right side of the mat

And peep I did

A book was passed around for us to make sense of what the card meant

Where we could find what the card means

And this is the explanation 

It’s amazing because-its so coincidental

When the facilitator asked us who we want to be, that which came to mind was: an angel.

I was amused myself and I thought against writing it down 

An angel?

How amusing how childish but I wrote it down all the same

And the explanation talked about souls in a human body 

And loving to be with angels

It reminded me of what Stephan said- that I m somebody else but chose to be here

“Hanging out in the stars?”

No wonder Stephan kept seeing stars! LOL

But now. I remember mommy said to me. That she went to some fortune teller who told her that I m some heavenly being but was punished for a mistake and had to come to earth

And Mr Ng used to day to me—- remember that we are souls on earth having a human experience 

And I remember telling Stephan when he asked “what is it that you want”

That it is about finding a way out for myself, how not to lose myself to the realities or the mainstream. 

Really , haha

And the message I derive from this is that- 

I m on the right track but I have to ground. Ground. Ground.

As I bond and get on with transcendence, I see the distance I have with people around me in immanence 

Operating within

And that I need patience both with myself and with others

I cannot expect others to be at my pace

And I do not need to judge them or I would have been haughty 

Instead I need to bring myself to their level so that they too can get a peep at transcendence

And this is like a reminder to me, to be fully present as I practiced reiki. The purpose of breath is to bring me in and on the ground, not further away.

The message is also acceptance and to learn to celebrate life and all that it brings.

Or even better, be a witness.

Later I asked her a few qns about the bowls and she says the bowls find people

And I got to know of the eka mai mantra

“This mantra is believed to instill the entire knowledge of the Universe without ever reading a book. It is the yogi’s humble bowing to the infinite.”

The full version here

Eyka Maaee Joogut veeaee

Tin Chele Parvan

Ik Sansari Ik Bandari

Ik Laa-ey Deeban

Jiv Tis Bhaveh Tiveh Chalaaveh

Jiv Hoveh Furmaan

Oh Vaykeh Ona Naadar Na Aveh

Baahoota Eyho Vidaan

Aadays Tisai Aadays Aad Aneel Anaad Anaahat Jug Jug Ayko Vays

Translation:

All honor to the One, Hail the Primal Being whose attributes cannot be described, Who is without beginning, the Unstruck Sound, and whose form is One through every Age.

Aadays tisai aadays:

I salute You. I salute You, again and again.

Aad Aneel Anaad Anaahat:

You are the beginning.

You are all dimensions of limitlessness wonder.

Anahat:

That unstruck sound.  the space where we merge with the Sound and the sound permeates every fiber of our being…it’s where we experience great healing and bliss.

Jug Jug Ayko Vays:

Remains true through all ages, through all time.

Never Give Up

Never Give Up

My teacher!

Yongey Mingyur Rinpoche’s advice on the current situation stems from a deep rooted practice of buddhist philosophy

And his suggestions can be applied to many things in life, such as:

  • Our mindset : We can use the opportunity as a learning opportunity for growth and insight
  • Transform : use whatever emotions we have as a support for meditation
  • Never Give up: Or we will be losing the opportunity to learn and grow
  • Practise Practise Practise
  • Dedicate: May all be free from disease

Om!