I have all that I need

I have all that I need

Was at a low I was familiar with.

Like something pressing on me , takes some effort to breathe…eyes wanting to close. Just can’t find energy . Slightly dizzy.

And, and….. no matter how the sun shined down at me, I didn’t really feel it. The wind seemed to brush me by. The rainbow that showed up didn’t brighten me up. I feel like I am trapped in a bottle of sorts

Only that—- tears just find their way out like a canal overfilled, anytime

But some where in the walk this morning, I heard things like—— look at it from a longer perspective, maybe this is karma and I am receiving what I gave out previously

It takes 2 hands to clap. Take responsibility for your own actions

Obviously if I am receiving this now, I must have sent out something in the same measure previously

I was in a victim mentality

And how did I manifest this? I looked up at the sky it’s so blue so open and , and how did this openness bring me to walk the path my parents walked before? How did I do this?

I heard the reply in john’s zoom on epigenetics. In which he mentioned , don’t think that if your mom has cancer you get it too. Unless you live breathe eat sleep in the same manner.

Did I live like mom? Think and feel like her?

If I did, now is the time to change.

Miraculously somewhere on a shower, I heard an inkling of an idea: why don’t I pour my efforts to create love instead? Instead of this crippling victim mentality that is sending me down?

Why don’t I create opportunities of love and care instead?

Why don’t I be responsible for my own happiness ?

Like Mingyur Rinpoche says: obstacle becomes opportunity; problem becomes solution

I have all I need

There is nothing I don’t know

Simply Be: Your Beautiful Self

Simply Be: Your Beautiful Self

I saw this and found it inspiring, thought provoking and beautiful.

What is my beautiful self and where is it? Where can I find this?

What is beauty to me? Where is my self? How does my soul look like? What does it want? What does it want in this life? And where is my beautiful self?

“Simply be your own beautiful soul self.

To live life authentically, is the greatest gift you can give yourself.

To be who and what you in truth are – at Soul Level!

To stand fully in your own light – and not in anyone’s shadow.

To live your own truth – and stand unshakably in that truth and wield the Sword of Truth if need be.

To unconditionally love yourself, into the deepest shadow and the highest light, as much as you unconditionally love everyone else.

I was just sharing yesterday, how, all my life I have spent searching for Truth, for the Highest Truth. The Highest Truth, will indeed bring AHA! Moments of deep soul recognition, and indeed moments of deep Knowing! It always brings greater clarity and inner peace and equilibrium. Such Truths can never be taken from you, and indeed, so can the truth of your own soul, also never be taken from you.

Indeed, when I was seven years old, my teacher (who was also my Great-aunt), first introduced us to the Pyramids and indeed the old version of slaves forced built them. I was astounded and indeed told her: “That is untruth! They were not built by slaves, but indeed built in a completely different way!” My teacher was outraged, and indeed phoned my mom, who gave me a severe lecture about never questioning your teachers.

Yet, I never stopped questioning, and indeed, that has stood me in great stead, for when I ended up as Librarian to have access immensely powerful information, my quest deepened. Indeed, I would often ask a question, and then the books would fall off the shelves and land at my feet. I would randomly open the book, and the answers would jump out at me! Indeed, other librarians often commented on how I would read books which no one else ever were interested in – and again, the greatest gold nuggets are so often hidden from sight, exactly because they do not wish people to gain access to such knowledge and truths.

At one stage I worked with the banned books which the Apartheid Regime Publications Board, banned for some or other reason. I always read the books, for I wanted to know why they were banned! Indeed, the minute the books got banned, they had a knack of disappearing off the shelves, as others always wanted to know why they were banned, or they became instant bestsellers – often on the black market!

Since I was born, I always felt like an alien on earth, and for many years wondered what was so drastically wrong me: – until I finally realized there was nothing wrong me, but so much RIGHT with me. I started to embrace all of me, and living authentically, always aspiring to live my soul purpose and calling with unconditional love.

Indeed, the greatest gift of all is to be authentically YOU, and to live your soul calling and purpose with great love.

When you know who you are, you cannot be any other than the truth of who and what you are in truth!

This does not mean that you need to deny your own shadow side, or your light side for that matter, but to realize that BOTH serve you equally, and indeed that they balance each other out. The highest inner equilibrium comes, when we indeed reach balance point and then become as ONE with the Divinity within us, as we BECOME AS ONE with the Divine Source within.

All paths lead within.

The Kingdom of Heaven is within yourself.

And indeed your Soul knows this at the deepest levels.

It is a matter of not allowing anyone, or anything to dim your inner light, and indeed sway you from your living your highest truth and authentically.

The greatest gift you can bring into the world, is YOU. Authentic You. The SOUL you, and indeed live your Soul truth with loving intent.

I greet the Soul in you!

Shine forth!

Judith Kusel

http://www.judithkusel.com