This month Qinzhi did something really new and that was to go out alone with her friends. While we have our concerns such as how would she navigate the public without us—- she has never left our care—— but I am reminded that if she belongs to the same soul set as me, my mother, she is equally if not more capable and all she needed is trust and opportunities to realize —- our trust and her own.
It feels great to connect this way to my inner wisdom
On weekends, we try to get the kids to get some walking in the sun
This week at ah Mei ah yi’s , the kids had a go at making sourdough crackers using discard. And what fun they had!
And it happened that ah yi scored a reservation at Summer Pavilion and we had a chance to eat there!
And qinzhi has been using the phone quite a bit of late and so much that she’s admitting that she’s having difficulty stopping
One evening during the March holidays, we headed out to Siglap and had dinner. Then we walked home by the beach and planted our feet in the waters
One day, HuaiHao had the spur of an idea for me to cook a runny egg on spaghetti. The result turned out great and the kids loved this!
Before the holidays ended, we went out for a meal of sushi as the kids wanted
We took the opportunity to shop for grandpa’s presents as the kids would have liked. They chose the present – a water bottle and wrapped it before making a card and qinzhi said she would be secretly putting the present in grandpa’s bedroom at midnight
The kids also made a card for gengyan jiujiu
And we took the kids out for an Israeli dinner to mark the end of school holidays
And headed off to Ah mei Ah yi’s for a staycay
I am reminded that this seemingly ordinariness of life, is not at all ordinary but a collection and an infusion of blessings and divine love.
I am thankful and so blessed. I love, approve and accept myself and all around me. I understand that this is all perfect and in the highest good in this point in time and that I m a powerful creator capable of designing my own experiences.
Recently Kryon gave a series of four channels that describe things that are hidden in plain sight.
These are (1) Your Mastery, (2) Your Ability to Change Your DNA, (3) Your Soul, and (4) You Control Your Reality. Kryon repeatedly tells us that we are not a victim. Instead, we are a magnificent piece of the Creator and we can create our reality.
Kryon invites us to claim this truth. You may even wish to speak out loud these statements of intent from Kryon.
“Dear Spirit, I understand this gift. Dear Spirit, I am not a victim of chance. Dear Spirit, my magnificence can help create a reality for myself that is healthy, steered into the correct place, not by chance. Dear Spirit, I intend the best for myself. Dear Spirit, let me be in the right place at the right time.
Dear Spirit, I wish to take my magnificence and push it to the future and see the solution to all the things today that are inappropriate in my life. Dear Spirit, this is my legacy. I am aware of the new energy and I claim it for myself knowing that light will shine upon me. It’s the light of my own Soul. It’s the light that I came with. It’s the light that will change everything from now on.”
And if you want to put an amen at the end of that, go ahead. That’s traditional. Indeed, it’s an affirmation, a prayer, and it will change your reality.
These things are real, dear ones, proven over and over. Some even measurable. Things that are hidden in plain sight. You can change your life with these things. All by yourself.
I am Kryon in love with Humanity.
And so it is.
Extract from Kryon Channel, “Hidden in Plain Sight Part 4 – You Control Your Reality” given by Lee Carroll on January 26, 2022, as part of Healing Wednesday.
One day the previous week, I saw a chat in the parent’s group chat, that there’s a little boy in the children’s primary school who is suffering from cancer and has an arm chopped off.
The chat asked for donations as he is about to go for an operation and his dad has just been diagnosed with illness.
I was affected more than I knew.
Even now as I m typing my thoughts out, I feel so pained.
The sun was shining, but I couldn’t feel the warmth.
I asked myself if I can ignore this message. I can’t. But what else can I do besides donating? How much can I donate?
I thought about John. An essential oil guru who is so adept with essential oils he has helped healed so many.
I texted back wanting to talk about this.
Then I hesitated.
Is this right time?
How would the parents take this? Alternative therapy isn’t what any person on the street can accept.
Should i leave the judgement to them ?
I decided to cancel the typing. Typically John would let his clients still go for the mainstream method before proposing essential oils for healing. Maybe I should text them after the boy’s operation.
I silently prayed for him. I chanted mantras whenever I remembered, I asked my friend to write his name for a puja in Nepal for blessings.
But before I knew, last Saturday, in the same chat group. I received message that the boy has passed away the night before due to complications in surgery.
I just couldn’t control my tears.
Why couldn’t he wait? Why did I wait? Would I have made a difference? Should I have made the decision? Should I blame myself?
It was all too painful.
I feel suppressed and tight.
I had to make effort to breathe.
I felt low on energy since then. Like something heavy drabbed over me. I couldnt feel hungry. My neck my shoulders were heavy, so was my breath.
Why was I so affected?
I couldn’t understand.
What called out to me? What was it that tugged at me?
Was it how life can go so quickly? How much we cannot control? How much we should not wait? How (un)fair life can be? How complex life can be? Is this karma? Is this how life can be or cant life be something else? Can life be empathetic ?
What exactly is life?
The last year or so I have been reading and getting acquainted with great teachers on soul evolution and transformation, I have been reading about manifesting what you want, laws of pure potentiality, or how life or the universe works to support us.
These are empowering, you find yourself responsible for your own path. You realise you have the power to steer your course.
It is all so positive and cocreative.
But this incident happened like a hard knock. Even if I could interpret this as karma, or how one’s soul has chosen this path, it brings to mind how much or how little we can do at the same time.
In unawareness, what happened to the boy such that he would have chosen this path? What made him suffer so much to make this decision?
In our lives, how have we made decisions unwittingly not mindfully in that split second because something happened and we responded in a particular way, out of habit, from a place of trauma—— in pain.
In pain we create pain.
Not that we can’t create something positive but it takes a lot more.
What is painful is how people keep repeating and keeping themselves in a cycle or how difficult it is to get out.
I told my husband, who has been lately angry with the kids, that we have to be careful and mindful with our words, we do not know how our words can affect another.
How have we as parents erred? How have we hurt our children in anger?
I felt fear and regret.
I looked back at my life. How have I made silly decisions in a split second that did not serve me.
I should count my blessings.
I was judging myself way too much.
But we can get a hold of ourselves and be mindful as much as we can. I hear myself say.
Count your blessings. Be grateful for the angels whom you have met along the way to show you the light. I hear myself say.
We can hug the kids at bedtime and learn from our mistakes and be better persons in our own right and become better parents to our kids.
There are many things we can do with mindful awareness and intention.
After a few days of stomaching these, I finally took to talking with the kids. At first I wanted to shield them from the news, what good would this do? But I decided to share my feelings with them.
After all, if I want to have an open culture of my kids sharing their emotions with me, I want to show them this is what I do. It was difficult to, I was choking but I tried to find the very words that could express my heartfelt emotions.
That we should all cherish our lives and the everyday we get a chance at. The little boy fought so hard to go to school despite it all. How awesome he is.
Qinzhi cried hearing this.
I told them we have to learn how to cherish and treasure our every breath, no matter how hard sometimes it may be, we continue to push on and not give up. To not take things for granted. To make good every opportunity we have to make ourselves better—-to carry on!
To love and care for each other.
Thank you for the inspiration, little angel. May light be with you——always.
I dont know how, but I came to see this video and its super amazing! I love how this lady speaks, her ideas give to you this ah-ha, WOW moment, and makes you want to think into her words and fetch out things that you know, if you work/think hard enough, can deliver you.
You dont have to measure your age in years you can measure your age in miles
What you and I call a year is an orbit around the sun
One orbit around sun is 650 million miles
When you start thinking about your life as your journey around the star it’s a v different experience then you think of time going by
Time doesn’t past we orbit through it
But when we realize we are orbiting life is a journey
When we realize a year is an orbit and life is a journey and western world speak of life as a journey in metaphorical terms but it’s not a metaphor
It’s called a year
We are traveling around the sun
And the whole time we r traveling around the sun sun is traveling in the middle of the galaxy and the galaxy is doing something it hasn’t tracked yet
What fascinates me is that we r a journey not just metaphorically
when we see our life as a journey on this journey rather than that time passes (and we r not participating in the journey)
As long as we think time or life is happening to us we r not participating or co creating
We haven’t incorporated this into our daily life yet
But it’s obvious we r on a journey because as we orbit the star scenery changes
As we orbit the star scenery goes by the star scenery we see in July goes and different stars come in August in the East
But pple don’t look at the stars anymore
In ancient times stars are the calendar the clock
The importance of the sun is we eat the sun
All the food you eat is sunlight downloaded by plants but the only thing we ever eat is the light of stars we are orbiting
Green plants take light and make it into nutrition and life giving substance
Sun transmits info to photosynthesis- where light becomes life
What is the information coming from the sun that plants are blue to translate into the language of life
What r we made of who r we
It’s a scientific fact that the calcium in your bones the iron in your blood every element in your body except hydrogen has been created in the cosmic called stars that have exploded and ended up into our bodies
So we are on the earth but not made of earth
The spiritual teachers have been telling us this too not from a scientific way but that
You r on earth but not made of earth don’t get too attached you the earthy stuff
And this reminds me of the card I drawn that we r spiritual beings on earth
It’s like an earth suit but it’s not who You are
And you have to wear this earth suit to have this earthy experience like the calcium in your body blood and all elements except hydrogen are made of stars and exploded and made earth
And hydrogen was created in the big bang and nobody knew where it came from
So we r made of the Big Bang but the implications of this fact is not studied by science
There are a lot of things the scientist does not explore but the rest of us can and are eager to
We r experiencing a huge change
This understanding of time we are talking about —- that it isn’t a straight line pressing relentlessly forward
Time is the movement of our planet thru space
If earth isn’t orbiting around the sun we wouldn’t have years and these things are cyclical
If the moon wasn’t orbiting around us we wouldn’t have months or moons or if was originally pronounced
A month is the time the moon takes to orbit around us
And when ancient pple talk abt the moon they r not talking abt the rock in the sky but the movement of the moon that is the cycle of a woman’s womb that is the tides
When we realize time isn’t this straight line we race against but that it’s cycles and rhythms like waves we can ride
And you do not have to use a lot of effort energy the waves are propelling you forward
When we realize time isn’t this straight line we race against
This clock time we r racing against is you exhausting depleting deadening
Natural time is empowering and enliving
Before Christ in the 5th century Greek geometrist eucalid says that a straight line is the shortest distance between 2 points and this is the basis of the arrow of time
But this is only valid on a flat earth because they thought the earth was flat
And so the time we race against is flat earth time
But In fact the earth is round. And the earth is orbitting and what you call an orbit is a cycle and anything cyclical has this up and down quality to it
Waves you can ride
The entire natural world is riding this wave Eg reindeer eyes change colour with seasons
Time is a powerful rhythm cycle you can ride
Anywave if you don’t ride it it’s going to crash on your head
That’s the choice we have
We all go thru these cycles and we know we are different once we go thru the cycles
Its amazing how man somehow or other find their way into the universe, trying to decode and understand the galaxy, reading stars and the night sky.
Its a step by step process. First you go through life’s experiences, then with awareness try to extract yourself out of life, and then you streamline and redefine your life, you cut out animals and go plant based, you learn yoga and energy related work, you get interested in qigong and spirituality and you investigate into the sky above.
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