Spoke to W yesterday and after listening to my work as a journalist fond of asking questions , she has this to suggest.
“Why don’t you stand in front of a mirror and interview yourself? You have been asking other people questions but not yourself. Ask yourself how you feel and what you want. More.”
She says I have the capacity to feel but there are just too many “layers”. Once I remove the layers, I will be able to access this inner knowing of mine.
She also advised me to meditate or just simply inhale frankincense and ask, what do I want or what do I want to do and wait for the reply.
I asked W about the pain in the right side of my body. I told W that when I read Louise Hay, she mentioned the right as connected to masculinity so my relationship with the important men in my life. She offered another perspective- that the left side is the receiving side and the right the giving side. It’s like, “ hey you have been using me again and again and it’s not balanced .”
Wow!
Yes and I did have problems receiving and always find myself in the giving position . Sometimes even when giving is sucking out of me my energy, like how the women in my tribe gives, they give and give of themselves until they are sucked dry of their life force .
And I m certain I do not want that. So do the reverse TPY.
I love conversations like these that remind me of my inner wisdom or knowing. You just know and there is no other noise
I m envious of W and the others who have the capacity to feel and know for certain what works or what not. I want to get there and the fact is, I have—-on many counts
This morning upon awakening, I asked myself what was it in the keloids. And I heard my own reply
The first I heard, it was shame. I felt shameful of the work dad was doing. Then I heard myself say, but that was the only means he had at that point in time, and he had no choice but this to raise the family.
The next I heard was guilt —-guilt feeling this way, not understanding.
Then there is resentment and anger. Resentment and anger towards dad for choosing this means of work and resentment and anger towards myself for not understanding his predicament and lack of a better alternative. And allowing myself to feel this way.
There’s also hurt too. And those are as well his feelings of lack of choice. Probably now as I write, all those feelings above of shame guilt anger and resentment are his too.
There’s also fear, fear of letting others find out what work he was doing and who I really had for a father. Not that he committed any bad deeds or crime but just that my principles and rigidity did not see the good in his choice.
And because of all this, I was not feeling worthy deserving I was not acknowledging my value my self my preciousness. That was why I keep putting myself down and placing myself in a situation of lack of not allowing my light to shine.
Seeing this was like achieving a breakthrough.
I lovingly, joyfully, effortlessly release all of these feelings emotions patterns of feeling and consciousness that have been in me. This past this history—- I thank them for the inspiration and lessons for making me this independent tough and accomplished——- but I do not need them now.
The past is past. I do not need these set of logic system beliefs habits emotions in my present.
I release them joyfully happily !
I m free, so is dad. All is well.
I m thankful.
And I find myself so tired after this. That has been the burden on me. All lifted.
All is perfect and well. I am whole and complete.
I trust that all I need to know is revealed to me in divine order . And all that I need and want is supported by the universe. I rest in this knowing this trust.
And I asked Ron if guilt and shame has some place in my body in my body
And we set out to find.
And if you want to find, you will, for this is what the universe and living is. IF you ask for it, you will be given.
But writing this way made me see that I was the one who kept wanting to find old and not new. I kept going back, revisiting the old, locking myself in that kind of vibration and frequency and energy and now I know it is because I identified with pain for the longest time.
The pain worry fear shame guilt and whatever negativity it brought made me who I am and propelled me this far.
So without them, who is TPY?
So I was the greatest architect of my reality.
So this is how it went, with Ron holding space for me.
I recalled a scene in my old home where my maid was throwing a tantrum on the floor and mom was trying desperately to contain her and manage her. I was looking on as a little girl of about 7 or 8 years old.
My helper would periodically throw fits and have these emotional breakdowns so much she would be fussing on the floor. Probably due to some things that happened at home. Mom would be managing her in the kitchen but also at her wits end.
And now in this exercise, I saw for myself the meaning of resonance.
I started with everything I m alone and I scratch. Why because I was feeling blank and empty. And it feels like a don’t know what to do, no purpose helpless powerless feeling, and also, a need to try and find out something. The head just feels blank and it doesn’t feel accomplished. Silly and stupid.
And that was what the maid felt.
She had issues at home and she was at a complete blank and feeling helpless and don’t know what to do.
The thing is that Mom actually felt this too.
Mom also felt these feelings of unaccomplishment and helplessness and even though she is desperately trying to find out a way, the head is blank
I recall her scolding the maid words like silly or stupid too, she even , in desperation to wake up the maid to her senses, had to slap at her thighs and legs
Mom was having a bad time. Her insecurities went out at the maid.
So both mom and maid were in that same theme and resonated. Both had an emotional breakdown
And for me the little girl in that space looking on….I didn’t want to be in that situation of having to be helpless, powerless, blank state of don’t know what to do and feeling unaccomplished. I actually took that shit.
My helper Jenny was someone I picked out a an album at a maid agency. She was the first helper we had and stayed the longest and we were like family. I remember dad proudly proclaiming how I picked her out of an album.
And I actually felt guilty of that.
And I was scratching to want to get out of this blank helpless situation badly.
I associated blank wrongfully! With the connotations of powerless helpless unaccomplishment, lack of purpose, not wanting mom to see me stupid.
SO I work so hard pushing myself, I cannot allow myself to fail. I ace I m at the top but after accomplishing so much, I do not really feel fulfilled.
It made me see why I was uncomfortable with not doing, or doing nothing.
It made me see why I was so uncomfortable with letting go or at the other end, why I needed so much to be in control.
But these are all stories I lived my life with and for. And spent a good 40 years on them.
Is it not enough?
Coming to this point made me see how powerful this session or exercise is. I started out wanting to find if guilt had a part to play with my scratching. I didn’t imagine it could be this ISE—initial sensitising event.
And the powerful thing is, Qinzhi and I had an incident with a passerby just a few days back. She was carrying stuff for me and headed straight towards an uncle seated on a stool with some hangers on the floor and coincidentally, another uncle carrying stuff came by. Both collided briefly. And that uncle came ranting at Qinzhi who froze and didn’t know what to say. She was blanked out. And now I understand why Qinzhi always freezes and blanks out when something comes sharply at her, out of the blue.
The incident stuck with me, just like how my maid throwing tantrums stuck with me. I just couldn’t say why. But now now now!
Ron pointed out it is important to heal 3 people in that situation. First, the little me.
“Talk to that little girl and let her know, its really not her fault. If not for her picking out this maid, she wouldn’t find employment and be struggling with money issues back home. Give her a hug and assure her that this really is a clash of resonance and events where all that needed to align aligned.”
“You see. The maid was caught in a situation of not knowing what to do. She couldn’t go home but she did her best too and don’t know what else she could do here. Mommy too. She used whatever little resource she had to get the maid here to help, but the maid gave problems. And she couldn’t send her back, and is torn between keeping her here too. She felt blank too!
So go to Mommy! What would you tell her? “
I said to leave this to dad to settle and in essence she needn’t shoulder everything alone.
So i went for a hug at mom to soothe her and to let her know that everything’s okay.
“Now the maid.”
I went to Jenny and said my apologies. I feel sorry that things panned out this way, but really that there is a way out and she can tell us about her problems and we can chip in and help together as much we can. She does not have to feel helpless at all and we actually love and value her a lot! She’s like family and we wouldn’t want to see her in pain!
And to mom too. Need not feel helpless or blanked out, or that stressed out. Have faith in the husband you picked and whom loves you so, give her the room and the chance to sort, most of all, have faith in your intelligence and wisdom. Above all, have faith in the divine and let loose of control.
I felt happy writing this way. I see the three soothed, comforted, relieved, burdens pressing on heart and shoulders gone, and reunited and powerful.
I know there is closure and I can hold my head and move on.
The key is this, that when I heal myself, I heal mom and I heal Qinzhi and the whole line of women.
At some point, I understand that my mom also had a part to play in my dad’s fortunes, because she was shouldering so much and was carrying this strong idea of abandonment and disbelief in and with love. That the men in the tribe were not living up to it not levelling up to times. Its like no matter what the husband does, its not enough. If she had not identified so much with brokenness. If she had placed more positivity and confidence in letting the man handle, things might have been different. If she didn’t believe so much that he didn’t know what to do, can not do, she wouldn’t have created hers and dad’s realities.
And I see again how and why I need to be in control so. They are mom’s mode not mine. I am not that that. Look at the way I soothed them, to let go to share to find opportunities and power in us, we. Not being alone.
I see again how I kept identifying myself with brokenness. Keeping myself in that place.
In life and all these years, I was not me, I only habitually practised and got better at reigning and holding helm. I lived under a spell of stories, so drop those already. Just drop them! Allow things to play it out! Relax with the flow.
” If you set expectations too much, you cannot flow. You need to step back to be shown the grandeur. Understand the sacredness, when you understand how small you are, and it is this sacredness that exposes the infinite possibilities of healing.
It almost like when he pulls, you need to let go. Surrender and allow the process. Expand on your capacity so you can hold. Allowing your capacity to build in allowing. As in reiki, you are in a miraculous position where miracles are happening as an observer. You become a conduit of magnificence and love and the beauty is you are part of it.”
As how life panned out, I have become such a strong woman and accomplished so much for myself and my family.
It is really time to start living out TPY. And I am excited and thankful, so thankful for this blessing this opportunity!
Life is abundant, magic and sacred. And we are here at this time. Let’s all do our part to be ourselves, just unreservedly ourselves. And the world definitely becomes a better place.
As Ron advised, start a new relationship with your body.
“Dear body, I m sorry I hurt you and did not take good care of you. Thank you for loving me and supporting me all this while, and I love you my body! Thank you and we need not create inflammation nor keloids or anything like this. We can create joy, happiness, euphoria, peace, love, ease! We can awe can and we will love each other for a very long time!”
And so it is!
And this is why in the past I have been shy about my body, about my scars, and couldn’t really enjoy or surrender in times of intimacy.
A Ron puts it, “Feel light about life. So light about life. This ease comes from the understanding that everything that is out there is already in the highest good.”
Its magic when you go to bed at night and feel so light you kick under the blanket sheets and smile to sleep. Its magic when you see how life or the divine loves you and you are soaking it all up. I used to feel that I m not worthy, don’t deserve it, but now, but now! Lap it all! Soak it up. And bask in that glory and take it further better and share it with more people!
When I had these feelings of gratitude, wonder, I know anyone else can own these feelings too. The magic is already in them in their lives, if only—– they see it.
As Ron asked for it, I did a testimonial, somewhat summing up all these beautiful amazing experiences I have, sorting out myself in his presence.
“Unbeknownst to us, the love we have been so wanting, that truth we have been in so seeking, is often with us, in us.
On my journey of seeking, I had the honour of having RonWu with me.
My sessions with Ron are nothing short of, but always magic.
It is always a wonder to see RonWu at work, fishing out and digging out with me, and ——-for me, bits and pieces of truths I have missed.
If anything, I feel blessed , so very blessed and happy like a child, that I get these opportunities this privilege to have him hold the space for me as I put in effort and go deeper at myself.
What I love really, is how he crushes at my self imposed limitations and lay out truths before me.
“够了吗？ （Enough already）”
There is no (more) excuse other than —— open up.
Each session holds the promise of making peace with a certain past, people, myself.
I get to play an active role (re)designing myself and I get closer to becoming a better version of myself.
Better because I feel the shine in my eyes.
I get to savour the very very richness of now.
And I am delirious with joy because I get to see snapshots of this magnificence called life and revel in it.
If this is not magic, then—— what?”
And again, if anyone needs this, if anyone,at anytime needs a shot at ———reclaiming, reframing, redesigning, remapping, reworking the self.
Bf came over to hug and kiss me before he went off to work.
And the Forest Escentials scents—- whichever he used, stayed on.
Huaihao was the first to notice. He says, “ it’s not mommy I m smelling now, it’s papa.”
I have asked him before what the mommy smell is like—- and we both align that we can describe it as baby milky and slightly powdery. These words echo a memory we have been locked into at one point in time.
Back to the lingering scent. It’s very floral and pollen-powdery if you know what I mean. Very feminine.
So I was so taken I had to WhatsApp bf and say, “Actually I find the scents of the products you use too pollen and powdery. Too feminine and doesn’t really suit you 🤔it’s too powdery even for me! Very floral.”
“Come to think of it!The very first Dior perfume you got me was very floral and extremely feminine. And it’s definitely not me. Maybe intuitively you knew I was too strong and trying to tell me to soften. But over the years I only got further from being a vulnerable girl. And up till now I havent grown into being that lady.
Help me relax / grow into my place . Nothing more nothing less.
And I m trying to recall the perfume you used to wear. Although not as natural as forest essentials, it suits you way better.”
Then the thought that arose in my mind was, “ suit who?”
Am I not imposing on him? why am I telling him what yes and what not?
Another thing, it dawned on me that the scents he use is for me , to work on me because I needed them.
Was there somewhere we read that our spouse mirror us ? Reflect us?
So all along I just felt like——out of place with these floral scents, not just on him but anything really floral like the jasmine, ylang ylang, the lily —— are too much for me.
They were so feminine and so strong in that way. In contrast, I like woody scents so much more like Idaho blue spruce cypress. They were always magical and took you to a space inside.
The recent healing sessions by RonWu brought me to the understanding that I have always wanted to be a boy and so has my mother.
In the post war days in Singapore, it would be common for every family to want a boy to carry on the family line. My grandmother wanted one to get the love she needed from her husband. But she couldn’t care any until she adopted a few children and had my mother.
My mother probably got this from her mother , and wanted to be a boy.
But mommy married into a huge tribe and she encountered the pressure of having to bear sons for her husband because every family of my dad’s brothers have one. She (felt she) needed a boy to shut people’s mouths, to stop all comparisons and thought that having a boy could at least raise or secure her a certain status the other sister-in-laws had
Writing this way made me see how u worthy my mom thought of herself. And that she probably felt she’s at a lower status, and she was undeserving.
Although my mom finally bore a son, it was 8 years after I was born.
And I had soaked these ups already. Downloaded all the feelings of hers.
I wanted to be a boy so that I could stand up for mom in this tribe of others, protecting her against comparisons and securing the status she so wanted.
So I always was an overachiever even if I am a girl. I wanted to do so well in exams I would beat my boy and girl cousins so mom could be proud of me.
And I man-up even more after Mom passed on to build my own family. I was literally like providing for my family.
I didn’t know how and what it means to be a girl. I have short hair and don’t do girly things like mani pedicures not facials etc
I didn’t know how to be vulnerable and weak I didn’t know how to ask for help and directly
And so i paused when I asked my husband to help me relax / grow into my place.
It was difficult to say that. To acknowledge I need a hug. To be on the weaker end.
But I sent it after that little pause after all.
Like an opening up of sorts.
And a loosening and letting go of sorts —- in those brief moments
Writing this way made me see that the intentions were all wrong starting from grandmother, she wanted love so much she misplaced it in the notion of bearing a son. And my mom took it on, she wanting to be a boy so much she thought she would be able to do wonders and life might have been different had she been a boy
And these flowed into my life in a certain point in time. I took them on and played them out—- these false realities and stories and lived my life —- 43 years of it this way.
RonWu said I was chasing a dream that was impossible and it’s time for me to come back to my place
In doing so, my husband can come back to love me as a wife, my father could go back to loving me as his princess , my siblings can love me as a sister, my kids can return to loving me as mommy and I can be me
And he pointed out to me the urgency that of bringing this to a closure with my father, who is a pure simple man with the sole purpose of loving my mother and his children. The same with my husband, as with my brother.
Same soul set we are.
Most importantly in me coming back to my place as a girl, my children will not have to carry on any story me my mom or generations of woman above me have. This line of ancestors would heal when I heal and my children would be free
What kind of a realization and revelation is that? You ask?
And it is because I am ready and in tuned to receive. And it is because I have shifted . And it is because love is and always have been around me with me in me. But I have blocked them out living out and taking real those falsehoods of reality. My mom and grandmother’s reality. They probably picked these stories up somewhere sometime.
But they didn’t have the chance to pry and to break out of these stories. Instead, they lived their life out perpetuating these misplaced notions and eventually misplaced themselves , living life to the fullest but also, totally out of life and abundance.
And writing this way made me see how blessed and how abundant I am and can be even more so!
And writing this way made me see why they say, the scents you do not like are the very ones you need.
I thank the universe for sending me RonWu- he helped me identify and fish out the deepest tenets and thoughts I hinged on.
I wish anyone reading this lots of love and light.
“Returning to his hometown in Ehime, Masanobu began to perfect his unique, natural farming method of “no cultivation, no chemical fertilizer, and no weeding,” confronting nature through farming.”
Because we are so distanced from nature, how or what are we to add or act at will?
Like something pressing on me , takes some effort to breathe…eyes wanting to close. Just can’t find energy . Slightly dizzy.
And, and….. no matter how the sun shined down at me, I didn’t really feel it. The wind seemed to brush me by. The rainbow that showed up didn’t brighten me up. I feel like I am trapped in a bottle of sorts
Only that—- tears just find their way out like a canal overfilled, anytime
But some where in the walk this morning, I heard things like—— look at it from a longer perspective, maybe this is karma and I am receiving what I gave out previously
It takes 2 hands to clap. Take responsibility for your own actions
Obviously if I am receiving this now, I must have sent out something in the same measure previously
I was in a victim mentality
And how did I manifest this? I looked up at the sky it’s so blue so open and , and how did this openness bring me to walk the path my parents walked before? How did I do this?
I heard the reply in john’s zoom on epigenetics. In which he mentioned , don’t think that if your mom has cancer you get it too. Unless you live breathe eat sleep in the same manner.
Did I live like mom? Think and feel like her?
If I did, now is the time to change.
Miraculously somewhere on a shower, I heard an inkling of an idea: why don’t I pour my efforts to create love instead? Instead of this crippling victim mentality that is sending me down?
Why don’t I create opportunities of love and care instead?
Why don’t I be responsible for my own happiness ?
Like Mingyur Rinpoche says: obstacle becomes opportunity; problem becomes solution
“In the brand new 2021 ahead, let us mindfully breathe and experience the power of the breath. May we connect at a deeper level with our body and soul. Through this, (re)discover our innate intuitive abilities, our dreams and the richness of our experiences. May we always find beauty, hope, warmth and peace. May we be gifted with open mindedness, possibilities, inspiration, goodness. May we use each and every opportunity to speak our truth and chart new territories with grace and wisdom. Everywhere, let there be magical, healing experiences of light. I know that we will be always be guided, protected, and blessed. We’ll shine like never before. Happy 2021.”
Right till the end
Honestly I didn’t know if I have feelings of thankfulness for 2021. What I discovered of late seemed to erase whatever gratitude I might have in me.
I slipped into a low. It was as if a part of me fell asleep.
I struggled out of bed on the wee hours of the last day of 2021 to capture my thoughts
I wanted to . I felt it was the only way for me to get a handle over myself after my discovery
I subscribe to the logic that we manifest and choose things in this life.
Did I really choose this surprise discovery? What and how in the process —- made me manifest this?
I want to find out.
I asked god and the divine – what is it that you want me to know? Is it the feeling of deceit and betrayal? Maybe, so as to know the full spectrum of emotions ?
I felt like after so much effort, my attempts to steer myself away from my parents experiences have been futile
In the end, I came to experience deceit and betrayal and dishonesty like my mother have. She chose to give up on despair
Now the turn is for me to make my choice – and I m sure I deserve nothing less. So why should I crinkle and buckle under this?
And I should not give all my pursuits away because of this. This discovery shouldn’t have the privilege of robbing me or erasing anything else that I have been putting or planning out. No. I shall not be stopped
And is it about forgiveness I have to learn ? I came to realise and uncover that I have been angry at myself for submitting again and again
For not heeding my gut and internal feelings and to keep dishing out chances
Beyond forgiveness for another, the lesson seems to be forgiveness of self
I recount what I learned awhile ago
Affirmative statements of forgiving others and the self who have consciously or unconsciously intended and afflicted harm onto myself and others
I thought about this dajiujiu sent
Please look at the speech that was read two days ago by the Pope. Regardless of religion, see how Pope Francis has beautifully written about the family.
For this reason, the family must be a place of life and not a place of death; a place of forgiveness, a place of paradise and not a place of hell; a healing territory and not a disease; an internship of forgiveness and not guilt. Forgiveness brings joy where sorrow has brought sadness; of Healing where sorrow has caused disease.
A family is a place of support and not of gossip and slander of one another. It must be a place of welcome not a place of rejection. Shame to those who plant evil about others. We are family and not enemies.
When anyone is going through a challenge all they need is support.
¤ By Pope Francisco
And this, this uneventful discovery——seemed like a trial for me to show me what 2022 will be made of
I faltered slightly when I first knew of this uneventful discovery. But I stood my ground and found my footing . And I know I have passed the test
Wow 2021. What a twist at the end and what a surprise you have handed me now. And I know this too shall pass and I will ride through this unscathed
I thought about emptiness — that I could use this as an opportunity to practise and for mediation of emptiness and impermanence. To take it as if I am watching a movie perhaps.
I tried to associate myself with these thoughts to anchor my mind
The fact is this disturbance this shakeup makes me want to search deeper for a place of calm and balance . Where is it ?
But it is a fact that this discovery has taken a toil on me . Much as I felt so tired and so torn, I want to continue on my path
That was my intention and it was what made me go for my second jab. I want to call back my life and the things I love even with Covid
I m ready
I thought of my reiki teacher Stephan . And he WhatsApp me this: “Dear Pin Yen, indeed I was thinking of you yesterday. Move from your mind to your heart, your gut, feel your feet in the earth. Trust in your steps, but be tactfull. Does that mean anything to you?”
I can’t help but laugh at the point of being tactful
And to which I replied : “ Very much so teacher dearest! 2021 gave me a shock at its tail where I discovered that there had not been complete honesty . And I uncovered how much anger I have for myself too. I learned a lot these few days. And I asked myself – in fact I m curious how I manifested these all. I want to know.
Just- What did the source want me to learn in this twist it delivered to me?
Forgiveness? The spectrum of emotions ? Getting closer to my heart?
Recognizing my self and my precious TPY who deserves nothing less but the very best
And indeed I went to place my feet in seawater to feel the earth
I just went for a sound bath and slept like a baby
The therapist sprayed some mist which is intended for one to feel self love. I smelled the sweet scent of it
And I was happy with myself for doing the best I could for myself and my family
And still will, not give up love. I thank you!!!”
I thought about the December energy update by Lee Harris and he said something like arising fire energy, a deep remembering of our ancient energy, breaks and sharp cutting ties and gifts of magic and the heart. I just didn’t think it would be so abrupt
This turn. But as with life, nothing falls short of surprises.
He suggests we try and capture ourselves with 2 questions
What are you grateful for in 2021?
I am grateful for the healing inspirational energy giving sunlight
I am grateful for the breath I breathe the life I have
I am grateful for all the healing I have experienced
I am grateful for Dr Loo who has written letters to help me children not vaccinate
I am grateful for all the nice people who have popped into my life and given me a hand
I am grateful to walk and run and to have the opportunity to pick up running
I am grateful to be in touch with teachings from all the spiritual masters and teachers
I am grateful to myself and my body
I am grateful for huaihao and QinZhi and my support system made up by my nanny and my family who loved me unconditionally
I am grateful that QinZhi and huaihao got into the schools just below our flat
I am grateful for my wisdom my beautiful mind and heart
I am grateful for myself
I am grateful for this discovery which freed up the real me the life force in me
I am grateful for my father and I am grateful I have the sanity to build a new relationship with him
I am grateful for knowing and recognizing that I don’t want to be stopped by my husband anymore
Or for that matter by any thing of the past any person any ——thing
I am grateful for meeting my inner child and for all the big and little realizations or messages the divine sent me
What are you calling forth in 2022
I call for a new relationship with myself! With TPY.
I am calling in open mindedness and love and compassion like never before
I call in more and more, these beautiful pockets of quiet stillness inspiration
I call in my connection to the divine to my masters my angels
I am calling in my truth as I always have been and is gifted to my soul many lifetimes and in this life to be with me
I am calling forth consciousness and awareness
I am calling in my ability to manifest my wonderful future and the days and moments all inI
I am calling forth the most inspiring and beautiful traveling experiences
I am calling in love and lots of unconditional love to be showered on me because I deserve and this is my birthright
I am calling in lots of wonderful opportunities for me to express my gifts my gratitude my love my soul
I am calling in vitality great energy great health abundance of wealth like never before
And therefore calling forth my wildest dreams
I m calling in and calling forth my intuitive abilities and capabilities , my innate potential to be expressed by the talents and gifts I have, in a way I m familiar and comfortable with, using my experiences to share outwards the light and love , warmth and hope I have received
I am calling in and calling forth all of my guardian angels, the source the creation the divine , and all the resources and support , all the inspiration and light, all the energy I need to carry out the above
I call in and call for protection blessings support love to be showered upon every cell in my body every inch of my soul at all levels of my existence
I am calling in my life force my source energy and connections .
Thank you and so it is.
In the new fairy moments ahead, I have called in and called for all these wonderful opportunities, resources and support we need to be unreservedly you, me, us.
To be mindful enough to free ourselves from any restrictive programs or mindsets. . We miraculously discover, BE(COME) and ground in exactly who we are and what we are born for.
In doing so, celebrate and express our innate truth, gifts, talents. In doing so, share our light.
2022, you will be sparkling magic. Thank you—- in advance.
How fast you change is up to you. It is so easy to allow the energy of depression to be in your life.
But where do you put your energy ? What is it you wish to illuminate? What is it you wish to emphasize? What is it you wish to bring forth in your life? Put your focus on raising your vibration. Put your focus on living and allowing —— so that the separation that manifest in the world becomes less so in your life.
Drop the judgment on others and more importantly the judgment that you may have on yourself
You are powerful creators. You can create new realities
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