On my way back from running, while I was walking , I trained myself in the process further.
I chanted mantras. And got to understand why the process mattered.
I was also chanting yesterday and the feeling was letting my body my cells hear the chant or feel the vibrations of the mantras
But today! but today I had the feeling of chanting with all my cells and when I “got lost” or drifted, I invited my body to come back and chant together with me. It feels like I am ushering no motivating and we all have our heart on chanting. There is a certain feeling of fulfillment doing it together with my body with my cells.
And as I went on and on, and got to the keloids and cyst at the belly button, I saw that they (can) and are part of me. But I have never accepted them, much less accepted them as part of my body. I always saw them as something external and something I had to handle to resolve to remove.
I have never accepted or acknowledged them in a way
Then I saw this beautiful light shining through
And , and I can’t believe I m running. And who is the me waiting for me in the distance ?
I look back and remember I was smiling to myself at bedtime yesterday. A very awesome feeling. Smiling and smiley joyful for no reason
He always says , “ it’s not the essential oil not the product, it’s the process. It’s the process.”
I used to be perturbed . If the protocol is there, why does he still say this? But I finally got an inkling of what he means this morning as I repeated my running challenge
He can prescribe a protocol of oils to use for any condition but different people would arrive at different results
Of course the physical conditions would vary but I realise also the importance of the process
As I ran , I kept drawing in the Sun’s light and energy into my body and my being , to cleanse my insides
On another day, what came though from the skies was not intense sunlight but a soft glow. Yet another, the day began moist chilly with little light
I did this everyday and even the process is different everyday. The process of breathing in and cleansing is different everyday .
The process is different because what I breathed in is different and so many more
And so the results will be different
Today as I ran and walked and breathed, breathed in light at the pelvic keloids, I saw the baby skin beneath and I heard something else—— that the keloids have been almost a shield for me all these years as I moved through it all. I might have been hurt more or less protected had it not been for the keloids who have come on this way to shield me.
Before I was ready to face the world with myself and the experiences that I have.
Now I m ready and I heard myself thank the keloids for being here with me all this while. This is certainly yet another step after accepting them as part of me —— something I realized yesterday in my run .
And so they say, 11.11 is a very special day and opens us up to a new portal of ascension and being.
The set is waiting for the newsmaker or the interviewee to tell his or her story
And I don’t mind that I m waiting so long just to do the interview. I also do not mind that the money isn’t good.
It means I like this work.
I begin to see no dream —- of me taking helm of a magazine and steering it . It will be a magazine exemplifying goodness wellness and has information about living an abundant spritely life.
A few thoughts came to mind:
I have been using what I know to balance myself back in the recent shocks I experienced
And I managed to
And I m gaining confidence about this innate ability
I have been feeling that the words I repeat are keeping me in the old. It means I haven’t been ready previously but now I know I am. Maybe , not maybe but I should start a new commentary.
Instead of saying to myself to release all the fear shame guilt in me, I m beginning to see myself bye away from this and beginning to love saying —- let’s build and create health, happiness, vitality , healthfulness, longevity
And I hear kyron’s message
Release or drop everything that was ever taught to you
Drop everything that defines you is about you
Drop it
You will not survive well in the new if you have energies of the old
Come in fresh without any of the baggage of what you think is right and wrong true or false
Everything you have been taught has been in the dark room
Stop deciding what others think about you
Drop the perception that you need them
The old tools don’t work anymore
Do not let the past dictate the future
Don’t let the disappointments of the past pace into the future because things will change
Learn to relax with life
2 steps forward 1 step back
There will be things that will derail you but don’t be discouraged
You don’t take on others problems and let them bog you down
You are the light of this planet don’t let anyone put it out
Set aside all the anxiety the fears and let your feet be washed
Think higher
Reboot into enhanecment not surrounded by processes of old energy
I asked my kids. Qinzhi said , to live is to learn. HuaiHao said, to live is to be free. And they are but 12 and 8.
Then HuaiHao said, “ you should do what you like. ”
I said that I like to do interviews, write , listen to people’s stories. Do videos.
I told him what it means to be free. Comparing my life previously when I was working till now, I can now choose what I want to do or not do- I certainly feel free-ier even if I m earning way much lesser
And he asked, “ don’t you like to be with me?”
And I said I was waiting for him to ask me this.
But am I living my life? Doing what I want? Am I living my truth ? and is at peace with me?
I saw this quote by Michael Beckwith, “ if you don’t do you, you won’t be done.”
I watched a Korean drama and in it and old granny told a young man “we all know you have had a tough time and we all appreciate how you go around helping people but go and live your life. Eat good food and be happy. Then you will be happy and your loved ones will be happy.”
In this video, kyron talks about dropping the karma we all believe we have. About stepping out of what we were into the new.
And yesterday in my shower, I thought of something ——- everything can be forgiven, not just this lifetime, but everything and on every of my existence.
Why?
Because I am alive.
And the others isn’t at all important. Looking at the clouds drift by made me think of something- is this living ? Have a started to live? Am I living my life?
What is to live?
I probably passed through days previously, I was doing things for my family, for anyone else but me. And I saw this just now:
From Trinity Esoterics this morning:”The biggest power move you can make on your enlightenment journey is making the shift from knowing about spirituality to living spiritually. Your seeking is a wonderful thing and for many of you a precursor to your embodiment, but ultimately it is your beingness that declares who you really are. Knowledge is often a precursor to action, a springboard, if you will, to how you wish to be.
Simply put, reading about love is wonderful, but one loving action allows you to experience yourself as the love, and it is the expression of those spiritual traits you are really seeking.”
Hear us when we say you do not need to wait until you reach some level of attainment in order to live your life in an enlightened way. Every demonstration of love, every prayer, every moment of gratitude, every observation of beauty, every word of encouragement to another, every peaceful choice, every kindness – all of it is spirituality in action. What we wish for you to know is there are many, many of you on the planet who simply express who they really are, beautifully and consistently, without any knowledge at all of the ascension process, and that makes just as much of a difference as the actions of those who have studied for their entire lives.”
Do you see? The prep work is valuable but don’t get stuck in the habit of being a perpetual student who never quite feels ready to apply their knowledge because the world needs you and your loving actions now, and there is also great joy for you when you allow yourself to step into the experience of being who you came onto the planet to be.”~Archangel Gabriel through Shelley Young.
it is ready to find the new frequency, start to activate that part in you to find the new frequency and revitalise what you have
When you speak things out loud with intent, the cells understand
Affirmations are the quickest way to change your reality at this moment in time. Whatever you tell your body, it cooperates
Affirmations tell what you have
Be I m
I m love
As you speak out loud with intent everyday, there is a process in the repetition
Start talking to your own self your own cells
I m an intuitive that helps people on the planet
I m one with god
I m so well loved by everyone
Affirmations are not wishful thinking , but a statement of truth
Words are frequencies, statement of intent are energies, they are absolutely powerful,
Prayer works, meditation works, this is quantum physics
the energies you can create simply by stating things to yourself in the air, and have them out loud
If your system hears them through the air, through your mouth
by simply
I am kind
I m loved
I m healthy
I m full of vitality
I m creative
I can heal myself
I m a most sought after world class writer and content creator
Your body will hear this
This is the beginning of change
Go back to the beginning, what did you do? what were the processes you got good at and you find the place that worked for you?
Start it again.
Practise
Did you remember you did it for the first time?
The more you practise, the better you get.
Higher consciousness and becoming quantum
See the magnificence of who you are, you have so much control over your own chemistry
it wants to listen to what you have to say, what are the affirmations you would say to your body,
Besides i am healthy, get specific, i m not in pain, i m never going to experience xxx again, i don’t need to, there’s no reason for it, your find you have more control over your body even those things medicine tell you you cannot do
my blood is clean, my blood is happy, my blood is balanced
the energy caused by these energies will be anything you have never seen
go back to basics, push, stop waiting, its time to act
do you realise who you are?
to receive this message? do you know who you are? you have a piece of god inside, so many of you are your own ancestors, you have been thru this earth history
do you deserve to be free? to have all those things back you thought you lost?
We are in a deep gestation period, when the seed needs to die onto itself so that it can burst into a new life and new beginnings. It almost feels as if a part of you wishes to rush into the new life, while suddenly out of the blue the old ghosts of the Old Earth pop up for you to finally forgive, let go of in some form or another. Indeed that little kid, which once was you, will stand before you, wanting to be loved and healed as well. All the old unwanted, unloved and unacknowledged parts of you are stepping out of the skeleton cupboards… Welcome them all into your heartspace. Let them speak. Weep all the unwept tears. Release it all. Then quietly thank them, because each is a part of you, and indeed in healing snd loving all parts of you can step into wholeness and fullness of the truth of who you are. The seed dies and gives birth and life. Just like the old 3D you dies so that you van be born anew and step into the fullness and wholeness of the new life on Earth. Resurrected. Let go. Surrender. Be reborn. Judith Kusel http://www.judithkusel.com Jean-Luc Bozzoli
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