14 Years 4 Months

14 Years 4 Months

The highlight of this month must be Kyoto. We took the opportunity when dad could make a dash out of work and headed to Kyoto. There was lots of excitement because we could once again experience Japan, we did it in winter last year, and was in Fukuoka in march, and this summer we headed to Kyoto, the trips before this very much seeded this one.

We flew on ANA -a new carrier we experienced and it was not bad, the flight was at 615am and Qinzhi woke at 3 ! She said she was excited and could do the early flight, and that inked the deal. We were at the airport and checked in in time, then transited via Narita , had lunch and headed for Itami.

We drove a smaller car this time but had equal or as much fun exploring Kyoto. We headed straight to Arashiyama for the night.

Arashiyama is a district on the western outskirts of Kyoto. The area south of the Hozu River is known as Arashiyama; to the north is Sagano. Sagano extends to the picturesque hamlet of Kiyotaki at the base of sacred Mt. Atago.

That night we were there, the strawberry full moon was there too, and it was really magical driving on Togetsukyo, the bridge which connected Arashiyama and Sagano.

Togetsukyo Bridge spans the Hozu River at the foot of Mt. Arashiyama. It is 250 meters long and still retains its 17th century appearance, despite more recent renovations made using steel. 

We were just driving to find the accommodation, get water and saw how the moon hanged low, jaw dropping low. Then we had supper which was deep fried sticks of all sorts of ingredients, or kushikatsu.

We rose early the next morning and headed to the Arashiyama Bamboo Grove. The early morning air was really fresh and the most magical thing was birdsong, there really was a tune in there!

There was a playground and Qinzhi and Huaihao could play for a while. Then we strolled and headed towards the riverside and back up the shops before we had the spectacular Shigetsu lunch, strolling the gardens of Tenryuji and breathing in hydrangea of all varieties in bloom.

It is beautiful and impactful to see how nature evolves and changes in the seasons, we were there in winter and now colours are popping up everywhere. The feeling of opening up, is so inviting I could feel it in my body. Each flower bush I passed by, they just invited you to open up

The wonder at Shigetsu-our second time here, stands. But Qinzhi was so tired she ate till she almost zonked out!

After lunch we had desserts, which so so good and before we drove to Ine,

The village of Ine has been recognized to be among Japan’s Most Beautiful Villages. Without much room to build between the mountains and sea, the villagers created this village right along the waters of Ine Bay (in Kyoto Prefecture), one of UNESCO’s World’s Most Beautiful Bays, and the 230 “funaya” (boat houses) that line the bay trace their origins back to the Edo period. 

We had a chance to stay in one of these exceptional funaya and had the whole space to ourselves! There were 2 levels and the kids could explore and wonder and even a cypress bath.

The Sea of Japan can be unforgiving, especially during the winter months with wave swells measuring meters high. But Ine has nothing to fear because the village is enveloped by mountains that separate it from the Japanese Sea. Geographically, Ine faces south. As the Sea of Japan (to the north) wears away at the cliff faces of the Tango Peninsula, Ine remains safely nestled within a lush mountain-scape. What’s more is that the mouth to Ine Bay has a sacred uninhabited island called Aoshima, which also helps to keep Ine Bay calm, and its boat houses safe from large tidal fluctuations. 

 Traditionally used in conjunction with houses to stow boats and provide extra storage/living space, now many of these historic buildings have been converted into Japanese inns, living spaces, and quaint cafes while still retaining their original designs. The people of Ine still live in harmony with the sea as the bay is a fishing port, and a pamphlet I found in the tourist office reminds you that Ine is not a scenic spot nor historic site, but a living space and it wants visitors to be mindful of the lifestyle of the villages, mainly fishermen who head out to sea in the early hours of the morning, it asks of visitors to bike or walk but not drive.

It’s very quiet in the bay and it felt like you could have it all to yourself, except for the occasional stir of the air by black kites and the seagulls, a few came so close because the kids were holding on to food, one scratched Qinzhi’s hand and skipped pass Huaihao’s shoulders!

Ine is very exquisite and if you did not book early, everything in town would be snapped up, including dinner. But we managed to in time, with help from the tourism office and had a very omakase dinner of seafood and fresh catch!

Then we headed back to the funaya and rested for the night -along with our cypress bath!

The next morning we drove to Amanohashidate

Where is the most beautiful place in Japan? Japan has narrowed it down to three. Japan’s “Three Scenic Views” are comprised of Matsushima in Miyagi, Miyajima in Hiroshima, and Amanohashidate (here in Miyazu, Kyoto).

Amanohashidate is an iconic land bridge that straddles the Aso inland sea and Miyazu Bay which connects to the Sea of Japan. The land bridge itself has thousands of pine trees of all different varieties with beaches on both sides spanning 3.6K. From one of the scenic overlooks, you can get a unique perspective of the scene by looking upside-down between your legs. The sea and bay reflect the sky and the pine forest turns into a winding green dragon crossing the heavens. 

Walking the sandbar, which is said to have appeared like a floating bridge from heaven, a gift from the gods that gave Amanohashidate its name, is a dream: a gentle 4 kilometre stroll of about an hour. There are others around us either walking or cycling, families out for the day, and fellow tourists, but it is never crowded.There are eight thousand pine trees on the sand bar.

We drove to the Monju Area (train station side) and had a wonderful lunch of fresh catch!

Then took a ferry to the other side, or the Kasamatsu Area (far side of Amanohashidate land bridge). The ferry was amazing because the seagulls and black kites were flying right above us to get the crackers passengers fed them,

We did not visit any temples at this side of Amanohashidate but took a chairlift up the Kasamatsu Park, to get an overview of this area. 

The kids had some fun bending down and looking out at the viewpoint then we took the chairlift down and strolled back towards the land bridge.

In the midst, taking a stop to feed more seagulls and black kites, while taking note of some spectacular pine trees

The stroll was an easy one and we walked back to the Monju side and treated ourselves to more japanese sweets!

We had dinner driving out to Miyazu, because we did not have the foresight of reserving for dinner, a lot of places could not take in more reservations. We walked to a few opened restaurants but all of them were full.

The next morning we headed back to Kyoto via Miyama, a quaint village of thatched houses. Kayabuki no Sato is the most visited attraction in Miyama. Almost the whole village is composed of old thatched houses and is carefully maintained as a cultural heritage site.

But the kids did not want to get down, so we only drove past! So we only checked out the shops and had ice cream before I did my usual round of checking out farmer’s markets!

It’s unbelievable that produce is so affordable in japan, a cauliflower or broccoli costed maybe just under $2. And a bag of potatoes would be a dollar to two. It felt like people ate well and really close to nature.

Before we knew it, we were in kyoto, I managed to get a reservation at a ryokan in kyoto and we could do the onsen.

But the highlight of the night would be Warajiya, a 400 year old inn that was converted to an unagi restaurant serving its specialty of unagi soup and porridge, quite like no other.

The next day we wondered around town first heading to Kiyomzudera temple then shopping our way pass Sannenzaka and Ninenzaka towards Gion.

Sannenzaka and Ninenzaka consisted of winding streets and traditional wooden townhouses, there was so much to eat here, we bought at almost every sweet shop we stopped by seeing how the Japanese reinvented the matcha into contemporary sweets. There were also traditional sweetshops that were hidden that we needed to come back for again.

Okutan Kiyomizudera was a tofu spot that we found and even after having so many sweets we just had to make a stop there .

And we had tofu course for a late lunch before continuing our still to Gion — Kyoto’s most famous geisha district. Geishas (or geiko in Kyoto) are professional cultural performers trained in traditional arts. If you strolled here in the evenings, you would most probably come into encounter with one.

But we were soon at the Yasaka Shrine, which marks the divide between Gion and Higashimaya districts, sitting at the end of Gion Shopping Street. We headed in , paid our respects and came out of the Shrine into the 1km-long Hanamikoji Street, Gion’s most famous street, lined with machiya (traditional townhouses) which have been converted into tea houses and high-end restaurants. A notice here reminded that photography is not allowed.

We took a stop at a cafe where we had kakigori before making our way to dinner at Nanzenji Junsei, a spot which serves tofu course and the highlight would be making your own yuba, or soybean sheets that you could use a stick to lift out of a pot of simmering soybean milk.

The last 2 days in kyoto, we swopped plans. The next day w had intended to head out to Kurama to do the hike to kibune but switched plans so that we could drive to the airport. So we lunched at an old soba restaurant Honke Owariya which supplied to the Imperial family before strolling to Nishiki market, there was even soba wasabi mochi!

but it wasn’t long before we had to make another stop into one of the best cafes of Kyoto- Saryou Suisen.

This Kyoto based traditional teahouse, cafe and shop specializing in Japanese matcha desserts serve you really high-quality desserts. They claim to use only the freshest matcha directly harvested from Kyoto surroundings. So we had wasabi mochi and a freshly made hot version with tea, while the kids had cold sweets.

We just shopped along the kawaramachi area and had a very good unagi rice for early dinner nearby at Kyo Unawa

The final day spent in Kyoto was rainy but we checked out early and headed to Kurama in a car, did our hike to kibune hoping to get the nagashi somen, but instead found it not in operation because of the rain.

Thankfully we had breakfast at Yoshuji, a vegetarian restaurant next to Kurama temple before we started our hike.

A drizzle accompanied us on the hike but what was worth remembering were the interesting things that happened during the course.

We were actually taught a lesson each by Mt Kurama. Huaihao had a leech on his little finger at the start of the hike -a leech is quite difficult to let go of once it attaches to you, so he had a scare. At another location, Qinzhi slipped and hurt her bum and we had to make a stop.

I hoped Qinzhi received a lesson on mindfulness and the importance of being aware of the surroundings.

Qinzhi cried and got mad of course, we took a rest and I reiki-ed her. The teaching for me was beautiful because while I placed my hands on her, I did with no attachment, whether she felt anything or not, I send my kind wishes to her and trusted that the divine intervened with love for her highest good.

When we got to Kibune, Qinzhi had a lunch of fine yuba rice and we did a quick hike to Kibune jinja before heading back via train to Kurama, got our car and drove to Osaka.

Everyone was tired and slept on the car while daddy drove. It wasn’t long before we got to Rinku and had fun shopping last minute, had a quick dinner and drove to Kansai for our flight back.

A few days and rested a few days later, Qinzhi had a haircut and she looked so much fresher.

The next we knew, we are all packed and ready for our trip to taiwan with popo and yiyi and grandpa! But before that, first a trip to Gengyan jiujiu’s house where he cooked us a Tachiuo donabe! And we had durian!!!

Kyoto (VII)

Kyoto (VII)

The last day in Kyoto was slightly rainy. But we were thankful, it was supposed to rain for so many days when we checked the weather forecast, but in the end, it rained only on the last day. And while I had planned to head to Kurama the day before, the plan changed. In the end, we booked a car and drove to kurama, did the hike up from kurama dera to kibune jinja before driving to Osaka and the premium outlet at Ringu before heading to Kansai for our flight.

The top of Kurama was a spiritual power spot. And of course each of us had a go at it- the Kongoshō Six-Pointed Star in front of the main hall and it’s six points are said to be congruent with the eyes, ears, nose, mouth, body, and heart, or the six ways in which we sense and interact with the world as detailed in the Lotus Sutra.

Word has it that if you stand in the center of the innermost star and face the main hall you will feel energized, and achieve a realization of the innate power of the self.

Interestingly , the hike or this sacred mystical mountain taught us all something

At the start of the hike, HuaiHao had a leach on his baby finger and he had such a difficult time getting it out of the way

Then Qinzhi had a slip while going downslope and hurt her bum

While I could see that the daddy was worried about Qinzhi, he -as usual got into his normal mode of being upset and, like the other times, kind of distanced himself, and I did sense that maybe he doesn’t know what to do-everytime the kids had issues, he kind of stepped aside. This time too when Qinzhi slipped. I attended to her as usual but what was different was that I was actually amused by daddy rather then being mad.

In the past, I would be extremely triggered and upset! BUT this time, it didn’t bother me at all. I m amused myself why!

But it showed me how much I have come.

And it was here that I got a chance to reiki her! To get another practise! I was always doubting myself, whether divine energy really flowed through in the course of performing reiki. Previously, I would be like- do u feel anything? This time, I am-I just placed my hands at her back and allow. It’s good if she felt something, it’s also good if she doesnt feel anything, alls done! Because the work is not by me, but by the divine and the sacred.

In this, there is a sense or understanding that I subscribed to the intelligence that is in and around. And that there is harmony in ascribing to the flow and working with it.

The attachment to outcome wasn’t that strong as compared to the past. I was feeling much more relaxed and at ease and that was the change in me.

We went on a little rainy day and there were not alot of visitors, but the air was good, everywhere was green and lush. The whole area was actually quite a mystical place, had an aura about it. Sacred feel it surely had !

And the visit made me think and (re)think intentions. I read about kurama somewhere, and I thought to myself one day that I wanted to visit. I didn’t have any strong feelings about wanting to visit at all, not more than wanting to head over to switzerland! BUT! There I was, in the drizzle and that made me happy as a lark, i wonder why?

I couldnt place when I had the inkling to be at Kurama, but that inkling sent me there. Maybe, just maybe– because I didn’t try too hard! It made me think about the force I placed on something I want, was it to use more force or less? Perhaps less -IS truly more.

I m truly happy and thankful and grateful to be there and to share it with you-now!

Kurama let me see how I progressed. I would have been so angry and upset in the past but this time, now I am totally amused! There was no anger at all

As it was drizzling , when we got to Kibune after all, and found Hirobun, they stopped the nagashi somen service and the kids were especially disappointed , as they really did the climb for this purpose

On my way back into the car, I recounted how my dad reacted when once I cut my hand. Dad was feeling so pained as if -no, because his very most precious was hurt. It was a surprise to see dad that way, it was so clear even if the incident happened so long ago.

In fact the pain I felt was not as much as the look in his face, learning all this again, I thought of how dear I was to my dad. And my heart warmed at this to know I was precious!

And for a while I was reminded how my papa loved me so and I felt so prized so precious like a child.

Kurama was for me. The healing was for me. And the teaching was so beautiful and enlightening on all counts, at every level.

We didn’t get to eat the somen but had a pink yuba rice and it was so good! Afterwards we drove to rinku premium outlets and did some last minute shopping and headed to kansai- and, and, I want to go again.

I want to be in Japan every season! To celebrate the season, to discover and learn the season, to observe the season, to be healed by the season. To be, just to be-with the season.

Kyoto (VI)

Kyoto (VI)

The last second day we spent in Kyoto was for shopping, there was so much to see, so much to do everyday. But most of all, SO much to eat.

We started the day first by heading straight to soba at honke owariya, an imperial family purveyor which started out as a confectionery which perfected soba kiri, the art of making and cutting soba dough and when demand was high, the confectionery started to supply food to temples

We had soba with tempura and a Hourei Soba which constituted a many layered soba with 8 types of condiments 

You could actually construct your own soba flavour with the different condiments. The end of a soba meal always came with sobayu, which was as comforting and nutritious you could imagine.

The specialty was also a soba warabi mochi and soba biscuit ! 

We headed to nishiki market for a walk but it didn’t last long when my heart reaches out for Kyoto sweets

So we walked to Saryo Suisan and had freshly made hot warabi mochi and tea

There was brown sugar syrup and kinako powder and you could make your own

We traced our steps back to daimaru and Takashimaya then chanced upon another eel place Unawa for dinner. The meal with superb narazuke, a type of pickle seasoned with fresh sake lees. You needed only a bit for and you would get the sake fragrance. Said to contain lots of calcium and minerals, this was good to pair with unagi and helped with digestion.

Then HuaiHao gave me a lesson on intention 

He had been so into the Rubik’s cube and really wanted to get one

And as life and the law of attraction had it, before dinner he found it in Tokyu Hands and stunned fellow customers who saw how he could unscramble and solve a Rubik’s cube within a span of a 2 minutes 

After dinner he insisted on finding more, and he DID

We just strolled and he said to get into a building and there was a basement level of toys – and there were Rubik’s cubes there too!

In my face – he delivered this lesson to me. 

I looked at my own journey

  • I wanted to go to kurama a while ago
  • I wanted to travel to be in the season be in place
  • And I came

What are my intentions I had to ask myself? What do I want to do? What would be meaningful to me? Why am I on this journey?

And I just marvelled at this teaching Huaihao delivered. Kyoto is so big and it is not easy to achieve a find, at least, it required effort. Yet he found the things he wanted-pretty effortlessly, he just walked into it. He just didn’t buy them because they were not good enough for him

Writing this now made me aware how much of my journey he is echoing. Of late, I also had been on a hunt for possible employment. But very much like his search, nothing purposeful came up. Or at least, the jobs I applied for were what I thought I could do, like-I think I can, because I can suppress something of myself to do it. But not what I want .

Interestingly though, with Ed Spina’s clearing session, 2 opportunities have realised and they are things which have not occured to me to be a possibility. It speaks of the need to be open-really open minded enough to let in what is for me.

Kyoto (V)

Kyoto (V)

We headed out to kiyomizudera this morning, the weather forecast said it was going to rain but we were lucky, the clouds passed us by.

I told the kids how daddy and mommy came to this temple some ten plus years back. And then, the temple was still under construction. But now, it’s all completed. Several years back, we also came here with grandpa, po po and ah mei ah yi. And were treated to a lit up Kiyomizudera in autumn at night


After visiting Kiyomizudera, spend a few hours exploring Sannenzaka and Ninenzaka!

I love love love the winding streets and traditional wooden townhouses , there’s always something to —eat!

We popped into almost every sweet shop and there was always something inventive of matcha alongside traditional sweets like the dango, which was very very yummy too!

Even if we were quite filled up already before lunch (had the chance to) happen, we came by Okutan Kiyomizudera, which is an institution for serving a full tofu course, so how could we let it slip?

There were so many more places I would have stopped at for traditional sweets but even with the kids in tow, they were already filled up

Before long, we found ourselves in Gion — Kyoto’s most famous geisha district. Even if we did not catch this place during the evening, we passed by a geisha. Then we made our way into Yasaka Shrine or Gion Shrine, which marks the divide between Gion and Higashimaya districts, sitting at the end of Gion Shopping Street, paid our respects then headed out to the 1km-long Hanamikoji Street,

This is Gion’s most famous street, lined with machiya (traditional townhouses) which have been converted into tea houses and high-end restaurants. A notice here reminded that photography is not allowed.

We made a stop at a cafe for kakigori before heading to dinner

Dinner was more tofu at Nanzan Ji Junsei

The restaurant is set in this beautiful zen garden and when you talk about gardens, the Japanese have their aesthetic values imprinted in every corner of it-the purpose of the efforts : to still you

All the courses were vegetarian and they were all so beautiful and clean

The highlight was a hotpot of soy milk which would boil slowly and have the topmost layer of “skin” crystallized over day ten minutes

Too eager and you spoil your yuba —- with what else but impulse? Wait too long and the “skin” that forms on the topmost layer of boiled soy milk loses its soft spongy texture. 

So much play with the heart to get to that magic in a moment.

Kyoto (IV)

Kyoto (IV)

We drove to miyama, about an hour away from Kyoto but the kids didn’t want to stroll along the thatched roof houses

So we drove out and didn’t make much progress on the roadside stations which promised yasai 

Some time was wasted even if we had a car but in any travel, or life- there seems to be some time which would pass and there would be not any fruitfulness

What can we do in times like these but allow it and go with the flow? It kind of reflected my experience 

But the drives weaved us into villages and townships of lush abundant green , lots of agricultural activity and padi greens

The mountains were green all over and nature was springing back with full force

It was happiness to find Tawawa Asagiri and that was a great farmers market- only that we were slightly late and it was soon to close

We soon found ourselves back at Kyoto and after checking in into a ryokan, we had a very special unagi soup and porridge at warajiya.

It was slightly rainy and this was as comforting and homey as it gets!

Kyoto (III)

Kyoto (III)

We had lots of fun feeding seagulls and the eagles joined in the fun, scratching Qinzhi’s hand slightly 

But all was good.

We head off to Amanohashidate. Japan’s “Three Scenic Views” are comprised of Matsushima in Miyagi, Miyajima in Hiroshima, and Amanohashidate (here in Miyazu, Kyoto).

We arrived at the Monju Area (train station side) and had wonderful lunch of local fish and the hotel is just opposite Kasamatsu Area (far side of Amanohashidate land bridge)

We took a boat to the kasamatsu area and on the trip we had such a wondrous experience watching the seagulls and eagles or black kites as they call – fly and soar just above 

That close

My tears couldn’t keep on being inside 

I asked myself why

And I thought about how the seagulls flap their wings and how the black kites 

swoop and soar when they see food in sight

That much they WANT 

They want 

And it drives them and lets them bring out the best of their strength power and might

And that really got me

It reminded me of the time when I was like that- and not that

And how much I want to be that

Doing my best

Living my highest

Expressing my very best

Being my very self

They wasted no time. There was no consideration, care, they just went at it, with a very pure directness

We took a chairlift up the Kasamatsu park, to have an overview of the Amanohashidate land bridge. From one of the scenic overlooks, you can get a unique perspective of the scene by looking upside-down between your legs. The sea and bay reflect the sky and the pine forest turns into a winding green dragon crossing the heavens. 

Then we walked the Amanohashidate, an iconic land bridge that has thousands of pine trees of all different varieties with beaches on both sides spanning 3.6K.

Walking the sandbar, which is said to have appeared like a floating bridge from heaven, a gift from the gods that gave Amanohashidate its name, is a something I wanted to do. A few years back, I had been here on an ingredient filming trip, that trip inked this one. I had to recall how this happened, rather, marvel at how this happened. The slight almost missable intent that happened then, culminated in this gentle 4 kilometre stroll of about an hour today.

We passed others around us either walking or cycling, but the sandbar is never crowded. Said to have eight thousand pine trees here, we had fun exploring the different pines. And feeding the black kites and seagulls. The way the black kites glided, swooped and took the skies, taking it on, soaring, changing directions- its just breathtaking!

We walked back and had some dessert dango zansai amazake for the afternoon 

Kyoto (II)

Kyoto (II)

We woke up early and strolled the bamboo grove 

The summer air is holding on to it’s last breath of chilly cold 

I thought about the last time I was here. And then there was bird song

It’s bird song. As bf said it, the bird is feeling so peaceful it sang

And there really was a tune to it

And he had to dish out this piece of advice for the kids, “ next time find a house where there is birdsong. There’s where peace is”

We strolled to the Togetsukyo spans the Hozu River at the foot of Mt. Arashiyama. It is 250 meters long and still retains its 17th century appearance, despite more recent renovations made using steel.

Yesterday night when we drove in search of the hotel, the full moon was up in the sky

And it’s beyond magic to be here in arashiyama

In this spot- it’s got this special aura you just want to be soaked up in it

In the hundreds of years that has gone before, so many have come here only to have their hearts filled with this magic

And to translate it all in works of art

Lunch is shojin ryori at Shigetsu

We came here last winter and the lunch was amazing

It was the why to the now

I can’t vocalize how my heart sang with joy to be back. The kids remembered this spot and that -“we were here!” and now we are back! This was possible not just because of the heart we have and held, it was because we had blessings! And that let us come back today.

It feels like a kid brimming with so much happiness and you can’t make sense of it because it’s just happiness

I was trying to look for the maple tree that turned red last winter and this time I saw it in luscious green 

And -flowers! Expressing their power and colour. It reminded me of how and why the Japanese were so adamant and would wow at maple or sakura- the bloom would not last, but it would be so full, so beautiful. There was not a care about anything about what the future would hold, or a past that had gone.

It was all about NOW

And I saw this maple that defied time and the seasons and maintained its red. IT about being authentic and standing by you even if you stood out.

Then we strolled the shops and had matcha ice cream eclair, namafu and dango! 

We drove to Ine, recognized to be among Japan’s Most Beautiful Villages. Without much room to build between the mountains and sea, the villagers created this village right along the waters of Ine Bay (in Kyoto Prefecture), one of UNESCO’s World’s Most Beautiful Bays, and the 230 “funaya” (boat houses) that line the bay trace their origins back to the Edo period. 

The Sea of Japan can be unforgiving, especially during the winter months with wave swells measuring meters high. But Ine has nothing to fear because the village is enveloped by mountains that separate it from the Japanese Sea. Geographically, Ine faces south.

As the Sea of Japan (to the north) wears away at the cliff faces of the Tango Peninsula, Ine remains safely nestled within a lush mountain-scape. What’s more is that the mouth to Ine Bay has a sacred uninhabited island called Aoshima, which also helps to keep Ine Bay calm, and its boat houses safe from large tidal fluctuations. 

I love how this pamphlet reminds the visitor that Ine is not a scenic spot nor historic site but a real living space. Asking us visitors to be mindful of the fishermen who live here and eke out a living going to sea early.

 Traditionally used in conjunction with houses to stow boats and provide extra storage/living space, now many of these historic buildings have been converted into Japanese inns, living spaces, and quaint cafes while still retaining their original designs. The people of Ine still live in harmony with the sea as the bay is a fishing port, but it’s also a center of cultural identity; the bay is the setting for spectacular fireworks and local festivals, a world renowned sake brewery, and views that really have no parallel anywhere in the world.

And we had the chance to stay in one of these Funaya – it even has a cypress bathtub and the kids love it. 

You cold get whiffs of delicious cypress when you bathed and it was the best baths ever!

Dinner was a full japanese course, highlighting fresh fish. Ine is really intimate and you would need to book the restaurants, otherwise you might need to drive out for food, the nearest convenience store is also a quick drive away.

What was really lovely was the quiet, and the gentle washing of the waves at the shore, punctuated by the flight of seagulls and black kites.

Kyoto (I)

Kyoto (I)

My first time on ANA to Osaka via Tokyo and I slept like a baby while the plane took off

It has never happened before

And when I woke, it feels like i am in a different place

The view outside the window was humbling

Infinite shades of blue white light grey

The shade was on and the sun came through

I took a moment to observe that

The sun is shining like no one’s business and that is divinity

I was flying forwards and  cloudstream above was gushing in my direction 

It’s like a literal translation of how much I am moving 

Bypassing the shifts all together in no time

I thought of 2 points in time-

The first time I flew to Hokkaido on JAL with bf and the aliveness healing and thankfulness in that window seat

It was that instant that seeded all these wonderful Japanese trips and culminated in the now

I thought of the last I flew back from Fukuoka , in the night and I asked myself: where is my place in this big big big space 

I look out at the window and continue to be delighted like a child wondering about all this magic in life , of life

And my heart is filled with so much joy they have precipitated warmth in my eyes

I want to travel more, and more. To be in the season, to be in place. To be me. 

In this place nearer to God, I say my thanks and gratitude to all , all who have helped me lifted me loved me. 

Filming a time lapse as we make our descend to Narita made me see that the skies are always clear bright and fine weather up there 

I also asked myself: what is it that I would like to do? 

I look forward to the answer these few days

I sit and settle to connect with Kuan yin , Buddha , Jesus and the ascended masters who have blessed me, all this while and especially lately through Ed 

And I feel this warmth and love at heart

Is it not? This connection?

And I look out 

The world is so big 

In this expanse of space the possibilities- are endless – so long as I will

And so long as I set my heart to it, anything and everything goes

You have made so many things come true, TPY

And what is next? What is the next thing you want to make, come true?

Travel! Travel travel travel! And to have beauty find me, and to express beauty outwards. 

Through me, my eyes my heart my feelings my words

In doing so lift myself and others

And as I thought about what I wrote for the upcoming column in zb, this came to mind, whether I wrote beautifully or not, i wrote things my way, in a way that expresses what is in my heart the most, 没有人有办法写食物写到像陈彬雁那样

Expressing Divinity

Expressing Divinity

Walking out to the bus stop and this I saw along the canal stopped me and sent me right into the moment

The camera couldnt do justice

What I saw was the reflection of light on water pulsing through the tree branches

If I ever wondered – yes I did wonder- what it was like to be having the flow of divinity, to have energy coming through . This is certainly a closest show to me.

To let me know – yes- I, no- we all have divinity this cosmic intel flow grace beauty joy creativity abundance light love – each and every of these and them combined- in me, you, us, them, each one of us. Whether you are aware or not. We carry these beautiful expressions of the cosmos.

And to see this and be in the moment with this is grace.

Happy Vesak !

Inspirations From A Run (VIII)

Inspirations From A Run (VIII)

I had a conversation with the anxiety and fear I have been feeling in the last few days.

HuaiHao said he could feel it. I asked him how and he said “ there’s like an aura of it on me, like you are anticipating something.”

The feeling diminished slightly – not actually significantly after my virtual interview with CXXX

I guess I didn’t want it. So I felt relieved after the session

I told my family over dinner – that previously I had been preoccupied with sending out job applications

And now that I receiving echoes I am seriously wondering what my calling is or how I want my future to be

And I am getting the jitters because I’m not familiar with this point enough – or as much as I want to

Now writing about this made me appreciate the fear or concern I have been harbouring

It was really asking me to pause and to have a think with myself

I was just fidgety and anxious, impatient and jittery

During those few days, I realised that the energy it was bring me is stopping. Stopping me from advancing

And I didn’t understand it fully then until in the run and now really

The first thing I did was to acknowledge its presence and simply say to it. Hello dear, I see you, I feel you, I hear you.

And it was a good feeling. The feeling was opening up to it rather than suppressing it not wanting to see it abhorring it

The. I asked what the message it had for me and the response that came along was –

It is a habit and a highly reinforced energy- over the years. And in a bid to caution me, to alert me of possible pitfalls and that I needn’t be fearful of it.

So there are two things here: an automatic habit of feeling fear that kicks in once I sense myself encountering something different or what I m not used to

The other is my response to this habit – while I have been always afraid of it, I can listen in to it and use it to my advantage

Another response that came was to use this energy. To use it and fully so, on something new like in a new venture a new project or adventure . For these are innately arisen to support and help me. And I could really use them this way.

And I asked what I could do to resolve the habit .

And I find myself saying thank you and goodbye to this energy. It has been with me for 40 years and I was fearful of it, when all it wants is to help me and support me

Helping me come to where I have.

And I find it moving from the belly to my heart and that was where I said goodbye.

It’s a wonderful conversation