Day 6
*Task*
Statement:
“I, (full name, last name), am starting a new relationship with money today.
Money is good, pure, useful and necessary for my prosperity and growth, for my satisfaction and abundance.
Money brings positive things to my life. The success that I experience in life brings me money and happiness, for me and my loved ones.
I deserve to flourish and have a lot of money.
Money is my friend and the value of my investments in it is growing every day.
Success and money accompany me, here and now.
I ask my parents, grandparents, and ancestors to the very origins of the clan, who had difficulties due to lack of money, to bless me and give me permission to live differently.
And I ask my parents, grandparents, and ancestors to inspire me to the very origins of the family, who lived in abundance and prosperity.”
Write this statement 10 times in your notebook by hand.
After that record yourself reading this statement with soul, expression and sense of attachment, i.e. sincerely, on audio or video.
This task is the longest in our journey, it can take about an *hour*. Before performing – sit comfortably, relax, inhale several times slowly and deeply through the nose and exhale as slowly through the nose.
Our brain learns through repetition and rehearsal.
Therefore, tune in to connect with what you will write.
All of this is necessary to harmonize your internal relationship with money.
Phrase
*Everything I desire is within me!*
*Mantra of the Day *
Ram… ram… ram…
Audio
We are born with everything we need for fulfilment and success
Often we measure love joy health vitality and other positive qualities by comparing ourselves to someone or something else
eg i have a good job but dont make as much money as my colleague
such comparisons stem fr looking outside for validation
Abundance is from within
with knowledge that you can access to seeds of Abundance at anytime
In every situation, we have new opportunity to find creative solutions for our prob, redefine priorities and explore options,
we begin to view our challenges more positively once we realise we possess the power to focus on new possibilities and possibilities for Abundance are endless
There are no limits to what we can have
Take the time to look at each situation that challenges face you
Phrase
Everything I desire is within me
Reflections
And in the meditation , I sort of saw or felt my soul evolving through the times
Hard times or challenged times did not come just this lifetime.
Throughout times, I have had the experiences of hardship and is trying so hard to evolve and not be defined by those trials and tribulations, I saw how the soul was evolving to become stronger bigger each time and now
It was more seeing it directly and observing it
And as I repeated ram ram ram, I saw how the soul grew bigger and bigger and how powerful it is, I saw it growing out of those times, releasing and being released from those times just with awareness
I saw the power my soul has
Boundless
Infinite
Limitless
I felt its power and energy in my being in my hands
I felt ME
I can create everything I want, dream, be
Totally.
But the contents of the day made me realize yet more things. As I read, I realised how much I disagreed with what is said about money.
Such as Money is good, pure…
Money brings positive things to my life
I deserve to flourish…
I thought of all the negative experiences I have had. Naturally I blocked it !
And I thought of Qinzhi
She just doomed herself thinking she can’t do math well
Why
When I read I deserve to flourish, I felt awkward inside
I didn’t wholeheartedly feel so this point and before
Why?
Why do I think I didn’t deserve? And probably I have passed these energetically to Qinzhi as well
Because dad had debts and defaulted? What else could I do other than ignore? In a way I judged him and discounted him already by choosing to ignore.
I didn’t really want to face it
Him and his debts
Face other people. And face this part of me.
But how about taking it up and repaying back?
My parents or teachers always taught us to return things that are not ours
But why should I take up the responsibility to pay it back?
Paying back: Would that be possible? I think so with the right intention. Nothing is impossible so long as you will and is open to it.
I now made the distinction between acknowledging this history vs having to be responsible for it. It doesnt mean that if I acknowledge I would have to pay for the debts like I have been! But in the past, I felt obliged or responsible to take it up——- yet another learned reaction! Acknowledging and honoring it is one thing, holding myself responsible for it is another choice
I now acknowledge the event and the impact it has on me and my family and probably my future generations
I acknowledge and honour it for the experiences it has brought me, the teachings and learning and even wisdom that has come to me because of these events
But I also honour the work I have and put in for the event and has learned from it greatly —— the importance of awareness and mindfulness , of creativity and intention in marking choices or decisions then and there, rather than being led to make certain decisions out of a learned mindset held together by society family and culturescape
I take the opportunity to thank myself for all that I have done and honour myself for my honest contributions
Having learned from these experiences greatly , I can say I have accepted them —— to a much greater extent than before if not in totality.
And I m ready to move on with these experiences. I believe o can do more good with these for the betterment of myself and others.
What a discovery and yet another bubble burst!
And all of these has come from the experiences I have had as a child and then growing up, entwined in the possibilities of ill managed wealth.
The second time I wrote “ I deserve to flourish”
I heard myself go—— yes, we all deserve to, irregardless of why when who what how
We deserve to and it is that unconditional
No questions asked
The third time I wrote —- I m starting a new relationship with money today—— I actually felt joyful.
How wonderful how joyful to have the opportunity to begin again
And it brings to mind that with awareness, we can ! At anytime
The fifth time I wrote this I thought of the bonus my ex boss promised me but till now hasn’t shown up and I haven’t gone after him either
Why? Now I know
I did not like the idea of going after others to chase for money
Probably people I could see how people have chased dad
By the time I wrote 10 times, my words were getting bigger. I was beginning to write with more intent, the words pure, good, those phrases that made me feel awkward, didnt bug me as much as before.
Just these words made me look at my views of money again and again. And I began to feel more and more relaxed and unbounded by money.
I remember Mr Ng said, he didnt think I am someone who had to worry about money.
And the fact is that I have been given opportunities to manage my father’s experiences and ill managed financial status and in a way, have gotten out of those poorly conditions in a way
How did I do it? Sheer grit and determination and taking time to build up what little I have.
And more so, I have created success for myself by positively attributing my good qualities in exchange for money.
That is my way of creating success and wealth.
I put my creativity gifts talents and hard work to use, channelling these to earn my own wealth and prosperity.
I look back at individuals whom i think are prosperous , like John and Mr Ng. They put their talents and gifts to good use too, to help people. And the money the wealth comes on its own 1 step behind to support the first intention.
I think I should keep focus on this.
To continue to do what I like and intent—-I want to write or create stories, videos that would give light, hope, strength and warmth to people. And create the TPY brand.
I also see that more and more I have learnt to put values on work I have done, asking for returns in measures that equate to the work put in, refusing to be taken for granted
Imagine me getting out of those poorly managed states relating to wealth totally——— mentally, inherently!
WOW
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