Have I written so much already about life that is happening for me?

And to have you you you you you you you you you you you you whom I have never met tor had me here?

Did I say something so you could feel it too? Did I write something that warmed your heart. Did anything I put down here make you feel like you want to try again, and you can do it?

If so, thank you for doing so. For experiencing that warmth in the heart, that glow inside. For trying again, for feeling what I did.

I was just watching the Korean Drama “Castaway Diva”, the drama follows the dream of a young girl who wanted to be a singer like Yoon Ran Joo. One episode had the title Giver or Taker.

There is no one single answer. At the same time, we are both at ones, and to different people, in different situations.

The episode called out to me. Yoon Ran Joo found out why she was called Yoon Ran Joo. It was her mother’s name, and the mother was a singer who had a dream. But she gave up her dream because of a beautiful gift that came along, and that was her daughter.

She held her own dream and her daughter’s as her own. But who is the bigger dream. The drama shows the younger Yoon Ran Joo taking care of her old mother.

The giver and taker question came along. When the old Yoon Ran Joo passed on, the younger one found out when clearing her mother’s things in a locked drawer, a sales invoice of a Japanese album she released a decade ago. The mother helped the daughter win back shares of a record company.

But why this episode called out was because the mother gave up her dream to nurture the gift of life she has been presented with.

And after seeing that her daughter finally found back her mojo and went back to singing onstage, the old mother could finally breathe her last.

Which is the bigger dream? The singer dream she dreamt of, what she wanted most in her life? Or the daughter she has been gifted?

I told the kids-we watched together, that I did the same. And when the kids shine, the mommy is happy.

Watching this now made me want to go in the direction of my dream again. To shine my brightest.

I told Teacher Stephan about my recent experiences . And his words were:

“You are blessed to live such experiences.

There are blessings all around.

Have noticed?

Let your heart shine in a new light. Your light.”

Where is your light? Please follow your light and not give it up lightly. And my light will be here going forward: https://yellownblacsiii.wordpress.com