I asked HuaiHao to feel me. And he says, “ you are tired. I don’t touch your head I also know.”

I asked him why does he think I am tired and he says, “ feels like overheating. You have too many things going on inside your head and the body cannot keep up”

It does feel like there are a bit more things going on now. Becoming a writer again for publications and wringing my head to make the most out of an interview

Looking and relooking . Reading and re reading. Editing and editing all over again the story I wrote until it feels like I cannot edit anymore.

For a few hundred dollars? Sometimes – tens of dollars? What is this really for?

Then we chat about other things and HuaiHao asked me to exercise and exert myself on an every day basis.

He reminds me, “ it takes months and years (to show the result), you can’t expect to run today and get yourself lean and muscular tomorrow.”

How did this little one get so much knowledge- no wisdom?

I told him how thankful I am to meet him and Qinzhi and to be their parent.

“It’s like if that sperm was 1 second earlier or 60 seconds later, it might not have been you or Qinzhi.” I said.

And we hugged.

That was the most important thing. The best part. The healing.

I am grateful. Thank you!