What if everything I believed was not ?

I was thinking of the cycles I went through. If this misery is an effect what is the cause?

The furthest one I could think of is that I did not do a proper understanding of the traumas I went through.

In simpler terms, I did not accept

That’s why I am having repercussions now- wanting me to do what I have not.

If so I have spent the time all this while in a dream- in my own reality. I have locked myself up to it’s confines. Do I still want this dream? My distorted reality and vision I built. And perpetuated.

There was a little spark I saw seeing this.

But during the run- this idea popped up: What if everything I believed was not ?

What if I had chosen another concept another idea?

What if I have chosen the path of acceptance and just let things be?

What if I believed I am healed totally ? Or there is nothing to be healed nothing to do?

The very fact that ai am running now is already a gift and opportunity.

To break out. To breakthrough. May we all have this penetrating ability and power to breakthrough.

To see the dream.

Leave the dream- wake up.