14 Years 3 Months

14 Years 3 Months

Qinzhi made it happen!

From someone who hates math to the core to getting 19/20 for math, Qinzhi made it happen.

I do not know how happy Qinzhi must have felt when she first received her results, but I hoped she would remember that feeling of excitement happiness and worthiness.

I hope Qinzhi would know from this exercise and experience, although it took several years to come true- that anything she wants she can make the magic happen.

So long as she wants it.

At this point in time, Qinzhi is having fun taking care of her skin by using French clay. I am sharing with her the wonders of using natural healing clay rather than perfumed chemical loaded masks. I must say she is convinced and looking out for natural ingredients

This month she had the chance to visit several dessert spots to help me evaluate great spots in town serving desserts . I hope she and HuaiHao had fun.

This month also, Qinzhi had sore throat and some cough and there were 2 days she couldn’t attend school.

It triggered me because while I felt that Qinzhi should rest at home, the conditions didn’t seem that bad that she couldn’t attend school

But she chose to retreat from school

And I was triggered because of the energy of retreating rather than to persevere and advance.

And writing this made me aware that I was in fact upset at myself for this choice of retreating or hiding into a shell rather than to be steadfast in my pursuit

And while I was asking Qinzhi to be motivated while at home, I was really lambasting myself

That was something that needed to be released. Now I know! I know now that irregardless – any choice allows us to learn. And there is no wrong or right way. We had choice always .

And I ask for wisdom and guidance and that we all make choices out of a place of love and openness, with divine guidance as our support.

May you be well and happy Qinzhi ! You can make magic happen.

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