27 Dec

We woke up early and headed for a steep hike up to Mala Osojnica

The path was a constant rocky path and just us

Bf held me hand and egged me on. And when we came down too.

In the woods, it’s just us, our breathing, our steps. The birdsong

Our woods

All is quiet

Step by step. He said to just follow his steps.

The last time he did this was at Norikura.

This was when I came back to resting with him and knowing I m safe with him around

The experience brought out what was not so obvious in our daily life- that he was my rock

And so when he got angry or left me to settle things alone, I was always flustered and stressed and upset

I told him so

And before long, one step after one step —-following him, we found ourselves back at the lake.

And Lake Bled continued to shine and show its magic

It’s magic is showing itself through the veil of mist

Hidden somewhat yet always shining through

I shared some pictures on FB and a friend commented, “ thank you for being our eyes”

That really touched me

I wanted to see beauty share it outwards with my way of expression, hoping for it to touch another’s heart. To give hope and light.

His words tell me I have done it

And I thought of him, he had kidney failure and he fought too

For himself and – for us

We are all in everyone else and everyone else is in us

How different are we

In fact I first heard of Lake Bled from Kryon ‘s channel. Lee Carroll came here to channel Kryon.

And I was asking myself- what and where is Bled!?

And the magic is now before me.

We checked out and drove to zell am see instead of Innsbruck which we planned for.

It’s another 250 km for me to fall asleep and wake up to

We were driving through a long tunnel and emotions rose

Where are we heading and how long have I come

So far so far

And if anything, celebrate!

Celebrate all the good .

And I want to see the world and let my folks see it.

I want to.

And had my first sledding experience I dare not do it

But bf egged me on after letting me try tubing once

On the hill of snow where kids and adults had fun, I just stood still not moving not knowing what why when how

It’s just not my place

When bf saw that I did not have the guts

He sat behind me and we sled and sped downslope together

It was quite an experience and made me feel that I needn’t be afraid with him behind me

It kind of made me aware once more- my rock