By the end of October, Qinzhi would be starting her holidays and officially graduated from sec 1. It seems just like yesterday that she finished with her PSLE

And one interesting thing she was tested for was cooking!

Qinzhi said she was stressed out and had vertigo. This something that bothered her and she took to thinking over and over about it until she experienced spinning. I explained to Qinzhi that instead of thinking and deliberating over it again and again, and getting herself into a spin. How about doing it. Stepping up to doing it?

And writing about this made me understand once again, that Qinzhi and me are alike. I also deliberated over things -over and over again. She was showing it outwards to me

One other interesting thing she was tested for was art

We couldnt really head out to a meal for my birthday because the next day she had Math Paper 2. But on my birthday morning, Qinzhi woke up early and presented me with a card

And it is all that matters because I just want Qinzhi to be happy and healthy. The things Qinzhi taught me,

to come back to myself

to recognise and acknowledge one’s feelings

to be confident

to fully express oneself

is way too precious just like her.

Recently I started kissing Qinzhi in bed, when I head into her room to switch off her dome. And I feel that she’s blossomed even more.

Love is the most important healing power

May you be well and happy Qinzhi.