These few days traveling with dad made me see how real aging is.

Or how real life is, life that doesn’t wait for anyone .

There were so many instances or moments of negativity. And they made me aware of fear and doubt.

And they are opportunities to let me snap out and to choose a vibration or frequency that I want.

Lots of practice

And there is an emerging thought- to surrender and let it flow. Not control. To know that all is well. And to trust the divine.

I also have a lot of compassion for dad. A very simple man who has no tools or techniques or guidance on life or asking for life what he wants. He passively just takes everything in his stride. And to understand that life is destiny or fate controlled by the heavens.

I try to share with him what I learn on affirmations and manifestations as much I can.

I learned about capacity. And the capacity of myself that would be important. To build myself first —- and in such a way so I can help others.

When I did reiki for myself this morning, I heard myself say- The divine is flowing in me. In my hands and fingers. In and out through my eyes, my mouth my words, emanating from my heart.

Rest in the divine.

Dad is a kind man.