Pretty Qinzhi is so pretty!

In this month, i had lots of wonderful conversations with Qinzhi. There was really any chance to take photos when we had these conversations.

But it really made us best friends as we traversed the insides of our hearts.

For example, one day qinzhi was texting me to tell me how disappointed she was with her friends and I was sharing with her my experiences of doing my best for my friends and not asking for anything in return. And also, not to be attached to their moods so i do not invest myself overly.

And i am surprised at the level of maturity Qinzhi has when she messages her dad.

The daddy has not been speaking up and left for a diving trip quiet. And this is what Qinzhi wrote.

The kids also did handmade cards and shared heartfelt words with the dad and hid them so he could find. How beautiful!

And we were on our weekly sessions of walk once more, it felt good after so long that everyone is together. We then took 36 to Millenia Walk and had Meidiya’s sushi. On the breakfast table, I took the chance to sort out the unhappiness. And had everyone talking slightly.

With the unhappiness sorted, we had summer pavilion’s awesome dinner that night

And this is Qinzhi sharing her photos with me, she said she took these on her way home

Especially on the nights we have raindrop, we have lots of wonderful conversations where Qinzhi would tell me about school, her concerns and all. We have become good friends in a way.

Miraculously , Qinzhi’s math improved tremendously, it was as if she has found a way out. I remember myself finding out for Math in about sec 2 and before, it was all a blur,

But Qinzhi did it earlier than me. We ran the same themes of not knowing Math before.

Talk about same soul sets. Because I had it so hard, living my life as a child with rules and expectations in place, now that I am mommy, I really opened up lots of space for Qinzhi and Huaihao.

And because of this I am managing with a set of different behaviour and concerns that were quite different from what my mother and me experienced.

The kids are now so free we explored failure, low marks or grades, imperfection, really lax behaviour and pulling ——-rather than non failure and a state of non low grades or really high marks and perfection, beating, pushing

Almost like do re mi fa so la ti do on the piano, a different set of octaves beating to the melody of a theme, but at a different frequency or level.

Knowing Qinzhi and me are the same soul sets, and me, sis and mom and granny too, it makes things clearer and its brings a lot more clarity.

I wish you wisdom and lots of love and light. There is no doubt, Qinzhi is powerful and even more so than me. Go for it, Qinzhi!

And its been a long while since I travelled without the kids, Qinzhi is going to help take care of daddy and huaihao by prepping their supplements.

I hope this gives her a little surprise!

And i have prepared a recipe for her so she can cook for her dad and brother

Its going to be really therapeutic and full of love!