16 May

I woke up on 15/5 feeling tired and low on energy.

Then I understood: I had been seeing that everyone around me was experiencing some experience of a a physical event

Qinzhi was dizzy at school

HuaiHao was unwell and had a tummyache

Dad experienced dizziness and vomited

Bf had some kind of stomach flu that I didn’t know how to explain that turned him into soft jelly

the cleaning out everyone was experiencing was with me and for me and I had the understanding now

That I was cleaning myself these few months

I was doing it slow and gradual but everyone did theirs in an express module of sorts

Interesting enough , i drew this card

And qinzhi sent me this

And off I m with sis and dad on the business class trip of a lifetime

I remember thinking in the wee hours of the morning of 15/5 – I m so grateful for this trip so immensely thankful

It seemed even unimportant now what I want to say to dad

The most important thing is to have lots of fun happiness now and in the days ahead

I intend that this trip for us three will be so full of love, so happy, filled with so much laughter so much light and joy so much healthfulness all of us

Yes- ALL of us – are blessed so much any healing is automatic and complete or anything that is needed is healed

I saw the first—- well I would like to think it’s one of the very first rays of light when I drew up the shades

And it makes me know that it’s kind of silly we spent one month away doing anything but connecting

And why would we be at odds when we both have so much love for each other?

Looking out at the sky made me think this

I feel like laughing

And I want to and will be traveling with you very very soon, on business class to where we both will find and love each other so deeply again

Like when we are gf and bf

I love being in this seat looking at the fluffy whites and blue. It makes me feel really close to god, Buddha, or the divine and angels. I thank them all for the blessings and protection.