I learned of late that how much wealth, health, and abundance one experiences, rests largely on the kind of connection we have with our parents.

And that abundance is a birthright. In all teachings, wealth and family has a deep rooted connection with our parents. I was told to take the opportunity to bond with my parents and family this festive season.

And I did.

Our annual prayer before Chinese New Year today. I looked up at my mother, grandparents , uncle and auntie. And instead of the normal prayer, where we typically ask to be blessed or wishing them well…. I looked up and oh wow, how much time has gone by? I was actually oblivious to the time gone by. I had been numb when I attended these prayer sessions.

But today, but today—— I took a moment to know that these people who loved me has gone for a long time.

And for once today! Today I saw this fact and accepted this fact.

And it in turned brought me a huge relief. Like something let go of.

I actually felt gratitude on my heart.

Because of them, their love their connections, there is me. I m here. I m me. I thank them and I know I will be always loved and supported in my endeavors.

And I love this feeling.

And for once, we are going to have uncle 8 and his son over for dinner on New Year’s Eve. It’s a rare opportunity and all three of us siblings were fussing over what to add for dinner.

Everyone of us chipped in ideas and effort and then Mei announced dessert is taken care of. Boy added on prawns and took care of fruits. The universe is with us when it’s we and not I. We are not limited when it’s we. There is an expansion and a huge field of opportunities.

Walking on my own this afternoon to collect pineapple tarts, I felt my cells imbued with inexplicable support and energy . Like you are tanked up. It’s a great feeling. Like nothing is impossible and the possibility of all and everything is available to me so long as I will.

And after collecting the vegan pineapple tarts, I actually smiled and felt happy.

I am so happy I wanted to take my mask off to let everyone see my joy. And there need no reason for this joy and happiness.

It’s been so long. And I know because I felt this before !

Thank you divine! Thank you!