Recently Kryon gave a series of four channels that describe things that are hidden in plain sight.
These are (1) Your Mastery, (2) Your Ability to Change Your DNA, (3) Your Soul, and (4) You Control Your Reality. Kryon repeatedly tells us that we are not a victim. Instead, we are a magnificent piece of the Creator and we can create our reality.
Kryon invites us to claim this truth. You may even wish to speak out loud these statements of intent from Kryon.
“Dear Spirit, I understand this gift. Dear Spirit, I am not a victim of chance. Dear Spirit, my magnificence can help create a reality for myself that is healthy, steered into the correct place, not by chance. Dear Spirit, I intend the best for myself. Dear Spirit, let me be in the right place at the right time.
Dear Spirit, I wish to take my magnificence and push it to the future and see the solution to all the things today that are inappropriate in my life. Dear Spirit, this is my legacy. I am aware of the new energy and I claim it for myself knowing that light will shine upon me. It’s the light of my own Soul. It’s the light that I came with. It’s the light that will change everything from now on.”
And if you want to put an amen at the end of that, go ahead. That’s traditional. Indeed, it’s an affirmation, a prayer, and it will change your reality.
These things are real, dear ones, proven over and over. Some even measurable. Things that are hidden in plain sight. You can change your life with these things. All by yourself.
I am Kryon in love with Humanity.
And so it is.
Extract from Kryon Channel, “Hidden in Plain Sight Part 4 – You Control Your Reality” given by Lee Carroll on January 26, 2022, as part of Healing Wednesday.
I learned of late that how much wealth, health, and abundance one experiences, rests largely on the kind of connection we have with our parents.
And that abundance is a birthright. In all teachings, wealth and family has a deep rooted connection with our parents. I was told to take the opportunity to bond with my parents and family this festive season.
And I did.
Our annual prayer before Chinese New Year today. I looked up at my mother, grandparents , uncle and auntie. And instead of the normal prayer, where we typically ask to be blessed or wishing them well…. I looked up and oh wow, how much time has gone by? I was actually oblivious to the time gone by. I had been numb when I attended these prayer sessions.
But today, but today—— I took a moment to know that these people who loved me has gone for a long time.
And for once today! Today I saw this fact and accepted this fact.
And it in turned brought me a huge relief. Like something let go of.
I actually felt gratitude on my heart.
Because of them, their love their connections, there is me. I m here. I m me. I thank them and I know I will be always loved and supported in my endeavors.
And I love this feeling.
And for once, we are going to have uncle 8 and his son over for dinner on New Year’s Eve. It’s a rare opportunity and all three of us siblings were fussing over what to add for dinner.
Everyone of us chipped in ideas and effort and then Mei announced dessert is taken care of. Boy added on prawns and took care of fruits. The universe is with us when it’s we and not I. We are not limited when it’s we. There is an expansion and a huge field of opportunities.
Walking on my own this afternoon to collect pineapple tarts, I felt my cells imbued with inexplicable support and energy . Like you are tanked up. It’s a great feeling. Like nothing is impossible and the possibility of all and everything is available to me so long as I will.
And after collecting the vegan pineapple tarts, I actually smiled and felt happy.
I am so happy I wanted to take my mask off to let everyone see my joy. And there need no reason for this joy and happiness.
It’s been so long. And I know because I felt this before !
Went to bed with a clear sky but rose at 0600 to the Moon and Mars on its left, in a straight line. You probably can’t see Venus but it’s to Mars’s left.
2 days ago, it was just the Moon at 0430 so Mars is on its own at 0630. The Moon would have gone further right then. . Just how did we move? But moved and shifted we have. However subtle. We did move.
Did the moon slow down? Has Mars caught up? However whatever, seeing this on Earth is fascinating.
The alignment is fascinating.
And, and, we never will go back (to the old). Any kind of going back is by choice by will of our doing.
Precious and blessed is us with the new in the new that is now, when you are aware and open to it. #thankyou
I went to bed seeing a clear sky and an occasional plane heading towards Changi.
I woke up in the middle of the night and saw the moon to my left. That was at 430am
What joy! Immense joy at that!
I went back to bed telling my husband about it. How magical is that?
There’s movement in (seemingly) stillness
And we have moved so much so far along. Why are we still carrying whatever baggage on us?
Drop it already. Whatever —— has passed us by! Drop it drop it drop it!!
We are already in the new. The now.
At 630am when we rose, the moon went further right till I had to bend to see it. But in its place when I saw it at 430am, Mars the red planet was there.
I told huaihao about it and showed him the celestial objects using the app. And he could tell me more. Like Jupiter being super gaseous and has 3 moons and experiences super typhoons. Surprised why he knows and remembers, he says he reads and shows me the book.
So in love with this morning!
So much wisdom in nature! Thank you, give me more 😊
This must be one of the most beautiful words ever said
This great being transitioned on 22 Jan 2022 at 0000 hours
I Am Not in Here By Thich Nhat Hanh
I have a disciple in Vietnam who wants to build a stupa for my ashes when I die. He and others want to put a plaque with the words, “Here lies my beloved teacher.” I told them not to waste the temple land.
“Do not put me in a small pot and put me in there” I said. “I don’t want to continue like that. It would be better to scatter the ashes outside to help the trees to grow.”
I suggested that, if they still insist on building a stupa, they have the plaque say, “I am not in here.” But in case people don’t get it, they could add a second plaque, “I am not out there either.” If still people don’t understand, then you can write on the third and last plaque, “I may be found in your way of breathing and walking.”
This body of mine will disintegrate, but my actions will continue me. In my daily life I always practice to see my continuation all around me. We don’t need to wait until the total dissolution of this body to continue—we continue in every moment.
If you think that I am only this body, then you have not truly seen me. When you look at my friends, you see my continuation. When you see someone walking with compassion, you know he is my continuation.
I don’t see why we have to say “I will die,” because I can already see myself in you, in other people, and in future generations.
Even when the cloud is not there, it continues as snow or rain. It is impossible for a cloud to die. It can become rain or ice, but it cannot become nothing. The cloud does not need to have a soul in order to continue. There’s no beginning and no end. I will never die. There will be a dissolution of this body, but that does not mean my death.
I will continue, always.
Excerpted from Thich Nhat Hanh “At Home in the World: Stories & Essential Teachings from a Monk’s Life” (2015)
December seemed to be about school. Even if it was the holidays.
Probably because Qinzhi is going on secondary and Huaihao transferred. On 8 December, we received news of Huaihao’s application for school transfer and Huaihao got into a school just below our flat.
We headed back to Alexandra primary for a withdrawal from school form and then headed to Ngee Ann for a submission of this form for a formal acceptance
Then we got books and uniform for Huaihao. Even at this age, he seemed fearless and unbothered by the new. There was no sense of trepidation or attachment to the old.
I could learn from that
Then Christmas came. Huaihao asked if Santa Claus would know our new address. And if Santa was daddy.
And this year, Santa didn’t. It was one of the first year Santa didn’t come. I felt sad and went on spend a day out to find something for huaihao and QinZhi .
I walked till my feet ached and finally found something nice and what I thought huaihao would like. A pencil case he would need.
I planted the present in his cupboard and he discovered it.
And he came to me for a hug and said I was the one who bought him the presents
Why!
He said because he could identify the handwriting and when he came to me o acknowledged immediately and didn’t seem surprised about the present
As usual, gengyan jiujiu and Karyn jie jie bought huaihao and qinzhi presents and they got to choose. such was the love that came out in the form of Lego!
On Christmas Eve, qinzhi and Hao did a staycation at Ah Mei Ah Yi’s and got a Macdonald’s breakfast!
Bedtime with Huaihao and I asked him if I should go for the jab. He says, “ no, why are you putting nonsense into your body?”
And “why is the government not caring for the people? They are so rude because they don’t respect god’s gift—— every life is god’s gift”
Wow
I felt small beside him
On another night I was in such a low I was on the verge of tears
He caressed my face and said, “ it’s okay you don’t have to pretend. I can hear it I can hear you crying. You don’t have to bottle it .”
Wow
Otherwise, days better device time was spent on building and creating Lego on his bed that could transform. And telling me about his every creation. I was his only audience and now writing it. I felt like I needed to make him feel like I m the only audience but the biggest most important. Writing this made me feel like I need to give it my all when I listen to huaihao and his explanation of his creations each time.
One evening we took grandpa out for hot pot. We had so much fun because it’s what huaihao and qinzhi loves —- huaihao especially liked the Yuzu sorbet that comes after dinner. We had to take away some food because we couldn’t finish and that was where the fun was too!
This day I took huaihao out to get a doctor’s letter to arrive at support for non vaccine . It was great one on one time with huaihao and he wanted a fish burger. So we had one!
Last year, I started getting the kids to pen down their intentions for the new year . And here it is this year for huaihao . While this may not be the whole thing, I hope he gets into the groove of setting intentions and aligning himself to arriving
Then we walked, as usual to MBS. O
n the first day of school, we walked qinzhi to school then headed off for another walk with huaihao that ended at a mall.
Huaihao says that this year he wants to try his hand at getting top marks for spelling. He got down to practicing and get full marks he did! Huaihao said that there are only 2 students who got full marks and he is one . While getting full marks isn’t what we are after, we definitely want huaihao to know that some kind of effort has to be put in to arrive at a point he is after. There has to be some energy exchange
And this is huaihao coming back from school. On the first day of school, huaihao threw a tantrum and didn’t want school because the uniform we got was too big. He was crying and said that even I can fit into the uniform. He said in crying, “ you just want to save money! But I don’t look nice! People will look at me!”
He is actually spot on even if he is in the midst of crying. How sharp! We all wore uniforms that are bigger. And we had to bear with this bigger than us look. But huaihao wouldn’t buy this! He is teaching me something!
At the least, don’t repeat!
On Fridays, qinzhi has extra curricular activities and would be home late. I take huaihao out for lunch after school for some precious time with him . This time, we headed off to a new mall where huaihao had quesadilla! Then we did some shopping at the supermarket. Huaihao helped of course!
Typically after school, Huaihao would run to play at the fitness corner before we pop up
And one day before Huaihao’s birthday, ah mei ah yi brought huaihao to the movies to watch spiderman and the treat was complete with popcorn of course ! ANd the present gengyan jiu jiu brought, huaihao kept it till his birthday to open it.
And jie has prepared a present for you. So has dad. And mom wrote you a card.
On your birthday morning, you woke up and came to me as usual. That is bliss. That is beauty. Then you headed to your room and saw the card I wrote. You brought it over and read it to me. We kiss and that ——- is beauty.
Then you discovered the present daddy bought on my bed and was overjoyed. You read the card and unwrapped the presents in happiness
We headed out for lunch and you had some really refined Japanese food. We bought a cake at Tarte then headed to yiyi and popo’s to have the cake.
Everyone sang happy birthday and you were showered with love . Then yiyi cooked you Mee Sua nng or longevity noodles .
After that we headed over to grandpa’s. Gengyan jiujiu and Karyn jie jie came over to wish you happy birthday then we had Italian food, as you asked for for dinner . Then we had another cookies and cream ice cream cake
Happy birthday you amazing boy! You precious one. May you be well and happy always!
The holiday flew by in a blink and its time to prepare for school. And prepare we did , first by trimming the tresses. And Qinzhi is now more open to trimming and she actually liked the hairdo.
On Christmas eve, the kids popped over for a staycay at ah mei ah yi’s , did a supper time movie and had McDonald’s the next day for breakfast.
And Mommy spent the day looking for Xmas presents for qinzhi and huaihao, then the kids harvested more presents after a staycay at popo and yiyi’s
The next thing we did was head over to Tenjin for some tempura
We also did our usual walk
This is Qinzhi playing with bubbles out of our window
Before school started, we had a chance to head out and treated Qinzhi to food and drinks she wanted.
We came to know that Qinzhi has been posted to St Anthony’s but did an appeal. Qinzhi was extremely happy to know that she’s got posted to a girl’s school. She was jumping up with joy. And when the news came in that our appeal was successful , this girl was indeed overjoyed she cried! Mommy quickly came over to hug Qinzhi and to share her joy. Her biggest dream come true. We headed to the school to get some admin work done, and then bought school uniforms and books.
I remember telling Qinzhi to remember this feeling, this feeling of being granted. Her wish, granted. And to carry this happiness this feeling of joy and thankfulness with her.
On the first day of school, Qinzhi woke up early. And she tied her ponytail up high. Love her new look! Her smile. It speaks of confidence and appreciation, gratitude. We all walked Qinzhi to school, then met her when she’s off school. And since then, Qinzhi has been waking up on her own for school, within 2 months, we saw how much Qinzhi evolved , from passive to active. She tells me that she is capable of doing lots, especially if she likes something. On us, it is on us to find out that something which powers her and keeps her energised.
And when I asked Qinzhi to capture her intentions for the new 2022, she wrote so clearly what she wanted.
Dearest Qinzhi, believe in yourself that you can achieve anything you want. All within your reach. Remember the magic of getting what you want. That feeling, cherish it! It is that which gives you more.
One or two days ago, it came to my knowledge that perhaps mom did want to punish dad.
By choosing her path to remove herself from his life —- using her own.
It was a big decision.
Sure it was because all was too hard for her to bear. The pressure of having to shoulder it all stand up herself for all show up all of her for all, on her own. It required so much of her that she buckled and decided it was enough.
My understanding was this until a while ago.
Because of my own feelings I felt , the withdrawal symptoms I had , the passive mode, the restraint the reserves I found myself having. A part of me fell asleep. Shut off shut down. It was every bit a punishment for all.
For myself too.
Then I realized mom —- perhaps she really wanted dad to experience regret .
And why would my life lead me to feeling these?
If anything, at the least , it would be to steer my away from her path, my family’s path. And to practise consciously consciousness and conscious choice.
The one thing I kept hearing of late is that we chose to experience human life. We chose to come here and everything we see and go through is a path of our choice reflecting our free will.
Anytime we want, we can walk away from it all. And choose again, according to will.
And so what does my soul want?
To let me see for myself the truth by experience and feeling?
Yesterday I was tuning in to kyron and he said this: in the feeling is the teaching.
There is no other way to learn , nothing more convincing than feeling it.
My soul wanted for me to know how what why in all honesty
My soul wanted me to know I am still living in mommy’s shadow and loving the remnants of her life her love her fears her regrets
And is it any coincidence that I came across this that would call out to me?
That was why I keep having so many fears I kept stopping myself and how I came so close to her path
Close enough for my soul to use this incident to wake me up
Stop already. Start living already
And then, of course, to learn love and forgiveness and compassion—- perhaps for myself more than anyone else and ——make a different choice.
And even if I want to, I can’t yet dissolve the pain I experienced. It is still there.
And I tell myself to let nature take its course and just be, be with the feelings I feel. And I see this :
𝗧𝗮𝗼 𝗧𝗲 𝗖𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴, 𝗖𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝟲𝟰, translation by S. Mitchell
What is rooted is easy to nourish. What is recent is easy to correct. What is brittle is easy to break. What is small is easy to scatter.
Prevent trouble before it arises. Put things in order before they exist. The giant pine tree grows from a tiny sprout. The journey of a thousand miles starts from beneath your feet.
Rushing into action, you fail. Trying to grasp things, you lose them. Forcing a project to completion, you ruin what was almost ripe.
Therefore the Master takes action by letting things take their course. He remains as calm at the end as at the beginning. He has nothing, thus has nothing to lose. What he desires is non-desire; what he learns is to unlearn. He simply reminds people of who they have always been. He cares about nothing but the Tao. Thus he can care for all things.
And there’s another suggestion just the way I thought
Like something pressing on me , takes some effort to breathe…eyes wanting to close. Just can’t find energy . Slightly dizzy.
And, and….. no matter how the sun shined down at me, I didn’t really feel it. The wind seemed to brush me by. The rainbow that showed up didn’t brighten me up. I feel like I am trapped in a bottle of sorts
Only that—- tears just find their way out like a canal overfilled, anytime
But some where in the walk this morning, I heard things like—— look at it from a longer perspective, maybe this is karma and I am receiving what I gave out previously
It takes 2 hands to clap. Take responsibility for your own actions
Obviously if I am receiving this now, I must have sent out something in the same measure previously
I was in a victim mentality
And how did I manifest this? I looked up at the sky it’s so blue so open and , and how did this openness bring me to walk the path my parents walked before? How did I do this?
I heard the reply in john’s zoom on epigenetics. In which he mentioned , don’t think that if your mom has cancer you get it too. Unless you live breathe eat sleep in the same manner.
Did I live like mom? Think and feel like her?
If I did, now is the time to change.
Miraculously somewhere on a shower, I heard an inkling of an idea: why don’t I pour my efforts to create love instead? Instead of this crippling victim mentality that is sending me down?
Why don’t I create opportunities of love and care instead?
Why don’t I be responsible for my own happiness ?
Like Mingyur Rinpoche says: obstacle becomes opportunity; problem becomes solution
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