In my self reiki session, I heard this thought: when you help others heal, you heal. When you heal, you (help) others heal.

Because others are a reflection of you, you see yourself in others. And also, when you heal, others get inspired.

As I placed my hands on myself, my keloids, i cannot help but thank them. The body remembers in its own way, mine came in the form of keloids and this capture of specific and precise moments in time recorded down things that were good for me, even though the times seemed daunting—- that I did not pick up there and then.

I saw myself in front of the hospital bed when dad had his spinal operation. I was that little girl.

What was it that I could not pick up? It was love I had that I did not know how to express but got translated into fear of losing at that tender age. I had to thank my keloids for storing those moments so I could see that light now.

What about the one at seemed to capture shame guilt?

When the family finance and therefore the family broke down and we were crumbling?

Where’s the light in those moments? And it has to be my stance of facing it together and standing as a family no matter how hard.

These things I could have processed but did not in those moments, they came in the form of keloids and stored these until I am ready.

I thanked the navel for connecting me to my mother and to my children.

The day before when I walked, the sky looked to me as if god is up there, I whispered my thanks and gratitude to my guardian angels who have walked alongside me with me in me . I felt strong choking emotions and a pain in my throat. Stay with these emotions and walk with them.

Be with these, let these powerful emotions move through you.

Healing is a beautiful amazing process.

I am so moved by this I saw @Michael Beckwith:

If you’re by yourself, say out loud: “I’m available to more good than I’ve ever imagined!” Now listen to yourself say it, don’t say it out loud, just listen to yourself saying: “I’m available to more good than I’ve ever imagined.” And notice when you said it, you heard it, but you didn’t listen to it with your ears. This allows you to see the invisible and to listen to the inaudible so that you will be a part of the beautiful spiritual fellowship that will do the impossible!

You are in partnership with the divine, co-creating a way of living, not just affirming what you think you want at any given moment. You are primarily here to develop a way of living that becomes so integrated that insights and revelations are occurring all the time. So then, you’re able to hold the frequency of that without them fading into memory. 

Now say: 

“Let me co-create a way of life with God that allows me to hold the insights and revelations, the wisdom and the intelligence that are flowing all of the time.”

Try this out for one month and see what happens!✨