On this day, Qinzhi graduated from primary school. If it hadn’t been Covid, we would have been at school clapping when she goes on stage. But we clapped all the same at home watching the YouTube link shared by the school

YouTube link: https://youtu.be/X_O47QDQ00A

1 hour after starting on play.

And she wrote this for her Chinese teacher

Where has time gone? My little princess has even her own TikTok now

The days fade into time and only the events pop up now. And the subtle things like how she bit my nipple when the nurse first put her on my chest right after coming out of me. Like how she warmed my hands when I was at my weakest.

It was in 2018 december that Qinzhi had her first experience of focal epilepsy.

With medical advice to keep piling on medication, I felt a nudge in me that says —-there must be some other way out, there must be. I went to seek the advice of John and the community. And was given a protocol to calm and ground Qinzhi . John says that there is absolutely nothing wrong with Qinzhi and encouraged me to ground her—this crystal child who is extremely sensitive to energies around her. He asked us to keep the energies in the house stable. He commented that if I changed, she changes. He recommended simple things like eating clean, stem cell therapy everyday, the importance of mineral essence and super b to ground her nervous system. I did raindrop for Qinzhi every single night with the oils suggested.

After 2 plus years, the doctor says that we can consider cutting down on medication should there be no further episodes. A few weeks back qinzhi went for an EEG and the after so long, the doctor agreed that we can cut down on medication.

This is one very wonderful piece of news and I have John and the community to thank. I asked Qinzhi what is the best news and she says it has to be this/

She has grown so much since then. Into the little lady she is now

Qinzhi is this playful happy child who would not stop at “mischief” and playthings like this, like if anyone came by for delivery, she would go “Hello”. When daddy did his art tests before he went for work in this covid situation, qinzhi would partake in the live test with his boss and say Hello to his boss too.

She is this happy expressive joyful spirit I never knew before the seizure events. Today we are managing this together as we had for the past 2 plus years. As much she changed, I did too in my own way. She’s taught me too much, about essential oils. About the process, about healing and healing together. I left my job to heal with her and I think that was the best decision I made in my life. When I heal, my mother and daughter heals. I experience this for myself. And the road to healing is a long one. :like the peeling of the onion skin.

This is the painting she did for her own room. And gengyan jiujiu says she should explore art further. I think so too. And Qinzhi is someone who thinks when she moves. She is dancing really well to kpop and doing lots of exercises to keep fit and in shape these days.

School’s out and Qinzhi got an award for being a “character champion” in school; shining for the way she is. I think in life, results carry you only to a certain distance, but the character you hold is with you for life. We spent some time clearing away the old textbooks and worksheets.

A while ago, the parent chat group sent out an invitation for parents to write a letter to our children who would be receiving the letters on the day of receiving PSLE results, as an active way of informing the kids, that the results do not define them.

We were let known that the results will be released on the 24th November and Qinzhi has asked me to bring her to school to collect her results.

More photos here: https://photos.google.com/share/AF1QipPt_Yat5WfZwIaMJhdRNPY96GvKenBeLwNWjhTeqoZZttX2ysHK-K5VdAwwLlSEIg?key=S1pLMlJaMDVHT0huVXR0bTVnYm9xLXJCb3VhTlpB

The 17th is Ah Mei ah Yi’s birthday, and Qinzhi wrote ah yi a card and a letter. I think its pretty well articulated and heartfelt. Then she helped ah yi make bread and videoed the process

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Dear Qinzhi, your perception and generous heart, kindness is a gift from the divine. Math science english or academic results will not make life easy and happy for you, but learning to appreciate and honour the gifts of perceptiveness and use your magnanimity and generosity will help you go far,

Remember that you are one and only, always and ever precious.

Love you so much! Ever so precious Qinzhi!