I have asking a lot of questions in my life.

First as a child. Then in my professional career as a journalist to people from all spectrums in life. Now I direct them to myself and the source the greater or greatest creator and to life.

It didn’t really come to my understanding how powerful questions can be.

I thought what was to be pursued were answers . I have been pursuing answers all along. Waiting to hear back with the questions I asked.

But John has been talking about asking questions, and its the questions we ask that matter. And now this I saw from Michael Beckwith

“You see, we have to ask powerful questions. If there’s an issue, you have to ask a big enough question for the Universe to answer it.

So behind every problem, there’s a question trying to ask itself. And behind every question, there’s an answer trying to reveal itself. And behind every answer, there’s an action trying to express itself. And behind every action, there’s a way of life trying to be born.

If a person is chronically struggling with finances and they’re asking, “Why is this always happening to me?” That’s a disempowering question. You’ve got to ask a bigger question like, “What is the nature of prosperity?”

Perhaps write it down and think about it when you go to bed at night; sleep on it. The Universe will start to talk to you; it is already talking to you.

The broadcast is already going on; it just needs your permission to come in. The answer tells you, “prosperity is everywhere, prosperity is energy, energy is never created or destroyed, it’s invisible. Look at the leaves on a tree. Look at the grains of sand. Look at the stars in the heavens. It’s everywhere. There’s no lack anywhere.”

Yet, your mind will say, “Wait a minute, I’m asking because I don’t have money or prosperity.” And it will come back and tell you, “I said I’m invisible. I’m infinite. I’m not a thing. So give what you have, give a smile, help somebody. Put yourself in a position to serve.”

And then that action becomes a way of life.

So, if you wake up thinking, “How am I going to serve? How am I going to give? How am I going to circulate?” Then the Universe will support you in that, and prosperity starts to flow into your life because you’ve asked the right question.

How are you going to serve today? First, write your empowering question down and see what the Universe offers you. Then share your story with the community and me.”

This called out to me.

I tried asking myself, because suddenly, all my work on hand stopped. First, slowly, I let go of one, then two of what I was doing currently. The last one I held on to, let me know that they wanted to end the contract at the end of this month. AT first I was taken by surprise, what was I to do ——-Starting back at the point of zero income?

I asked myself the questions mainstream society would ask, such as, how can you be living without any source of income? How are you going to retire comfortably and such? Driven by fear, worry, inadequacy.

What is the universe trying to tell me or do?

Then it occured to me that things, were, are speeding up. The last thing I held on to out of fear or insecurity is stripped off me literally. And I realise, the universe is giving me a pat on the back and giving me the support I need so that I can elevate into the new.

In the new, these old strings cannot be with me as they served me no longer. My time to enter the new has come and the very things that will impede me or what I hang on to, old values, system, judgments, ways of living, earning my keep, thinking etc, can only be left behind.

I felt like the time has come.

While I walked on my own, I looked at the things which held me back, fear, worry, shame, guilt. I located them in my body and walked with them, looked at them, breathed with and into them, thanked them for teaching me and keeping me on my toes and bringing me to who I am, and waved them goodbye.

Then I saw and was drawn to this lotus in a pond

Then before I knew, a shower descended.

Run or walk?

• 

• 

• 

I ran in the rain. Took shelter under a tree and felt rain slipping in and it was truly like a blessing of sorts.

And it felt so good.

As i reread “How are you going to serve today? First, write your empowering question down and see what the Universe offers you. “

I felt touched myself. It sort like I am aligning to the universe’s rhythm, entering a flow of sorts. I felt a response or a resonance of sorts in the air, nodding in my favour, as if saying, finally you are back you have come.

And i understand now why a lot of works they shine bright with light are channelled.

Aligning with the universe or the source or the creator or god, what does it mean? It means first and foremost to recognise to acknowledge and to treasure oneself, as one and only, and a part of the source—–never born and never will die, has been and always will be.

It means not to understand that we are created in the likeness of god but to feel that way.

And Qinzhi said just this afternoon :”I feel that I m god but why am I here?”

We are messengers of light, blinking and shimmering in our own right, each time we shine and acknowledge that god in us, the world shines ever brighter and will be even more so, as we express our truth and be the best we can be, showing the good we are here for.

I feel excited.