Its been a close to 1 plus months since we moved in and Qinzhi has been enjoying her own room, space is great, in fact Qinzhi is loving her own space. Once Daddy was working night and I invited the kids to bunk in with me, with Qinzhi couldn’t sleep, at the end she headed back into her own space.
Where once she needed us, now she needed her own space more.
One weekend, we woke up at 6am on the public holiday and headed off towards the beach, striving for MBS and Dad gave everyone a treat without us requesting.During which, he apologised to Qinzhi. He told Qinzhi about his story when he young and explained how because of those experiences, he was acting out of those experiences.
I was observing Qinzhi and she was on the brink of tears, but she sort of controlled them.
Another week, we headed over to the Jewel, finding east and the sun in our walk.
Yet on another weekend, we found rain in our footsteps and we had to be at ease and patient with the rain in the underpass.
On yet another we walked to MBS and had the kids’ favourite breakfast of fish burger. Another week, we picked up bento sets and found another outdoor area, then pigged in. It was nothing the kids had before—experiences like these,
There was nowhere to eat at but in the open, with Covid playing out and rules and restrictions in place. Still, it falls nothing short of a great experience really and I believe the kids will remember in time to come.
Qinzhi says, when the sun rises, you rise too. So simple so beautiful so powerful—— qinzhi’s captured the feeling of rising.
On a weekend, we walked to MBS but she went too quickly and in the midst of it, felt faint. I motivated her to walk to get up and go —- no matter how tired how strengthless how much she needed water
She stopped on the bridge and we talked. We saw the national day flypasts of the jets and we talked
Maybe in time, Qinzhi will remember or forget this. But we shared these moments together.
Meanwhile, I took Qinzhi to trim her hair. And while fear is in her habit, she managed to get past and let me know that she did like her new look.
I prepared a shower gel with EO for her and asked her to prepare a tag. She did this which I love greatly not knowing why
But afterwards realised that—QInzhi’s gone completely opposite of what I would do, where I was efficient she was extremely great at taking her time, when i pursued the best of results listening to what my Mommy wanted me to, she took it her way. When I did not treasure myself, she said this and reminded me to
And now I do, it’s about (learning and trying your best to remember to never let go of) appreciating and loving oneself no matter what.
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