We know these words too little

I watched Michael Beckwith. And probably because of that—- I heard also the echo of surrender

It occurred to me- to surrender to this silence, even if I was still angry and frustrated—— still, surrender

Trust surrender

Since I can’t do much or anything else

Surrender

Believe in surrender

It means entering a space that allows anything and there’s no tightness or control over outcome. There’s space.

There is one other thing that came up, one reason why I have been going round—— what is that I was to learn?

Alot of people say , there’s something bigger than oneself at work

Which I totally agree

But my thoughts were that, I have been deciding and judging or acting based on my own world views experiences emotions and now I realize there’s a huge gap between what I think ( and these determine my actions and experiences in turn) and what is reality

For one, there is another’s beliefs thoughts emotions ideas perspectives to consider

There are other things bigger and smaller ones other my myself

And I have to leave some space for that

Believe

As I inhale Believe, I wonder why John asked me to.

But as I inhale Believe, messages keep popping up.

Today it’s : I believe there’s the divine , looking after me and all. Today more importantly, there’s a feeling of what it feels to rest in the divine . A feeling that alls well and I can rest indeed and not actively want to orchestrate anything because even so that orchestration would be out of a need or a lack or from a space that has limited awareness

I believe there’s divinity and divinity taking care of things

I believe I m (an expression) of divinity and so is everything that has happened . More importantly, it’s how it feels. It feels like again I can rest and accept, the sense of control is loosened and the sense of gratitude—- heightened

I believe, that divinity flows through me