I was speaking to Sasha over WhatsApp sharing about what I have been busy with——It seemed mundane but the extraordinary popped out of the ordinary.

So after living in my flat for 11 plus years, we are moving.

Sasha asked me what prompted the move and whereabouts I will be off to?

I said I m not sure yet! will bunk in with my maternal family first and i guess i need to have a vision first before the house will come. so what an exercise in creating the future huh! and grateful for the opportunity

I told her that at first we wanted more space as the kids are growing up and some practices such as not having own space, await to be revised.

but now to me, it really seems as if its an opportunity for me to—as i write — create my future, to have an opportunity to set things right, or maybe just, live the way i want/intend,

And in a way that is as close to the way i would like, to be aligned truly to what i feel deeper down. maybe subconsciously i intended to change , so the opportunity came!

The universe is at work.

The universe heard my call to reinvent myself

And it came with this reply as we sold off our flat and the new space hasn’t yet shown itself

Coincidentally (but in life , really, is there coincidence?), I saw a webinar hosted by Unsinkable’s Sonia Ricotti. She put down some points to show how we can make changes and one of the exercises was, what is your dream?

Yes. We forgot to dream. And dream BIG we forgot.

We forgot to heed that voice in the heart, always relinquishing it further , replacing it with something we think work much easily. We forgot magic! We forgot magic can happen.

So this I wrote :

My dream

is to have a nice house facing the sea.

Nice spacious white house, with all the space and fittings, support and resources I need for holistic clean and green living. Living that does not give pressure or burden to the earth nor myself. This house and the lifestyle I pursue best expresses me and the deeper of my soul’s pursuits , helps myself become light , become a light being, and also my loved ones. Like never before.

My health is in the pink and rosy, like never before

The cyst has disappeared, the keloids gone.

And there are no scars at all, there are NO SCARS AT ALL, there is not any clue to their once existence.

I have baby like skin, soft and tender to the touch, I radiate light. I glow from within, I m peace and at peace and ease. There is harmony within me and outside of me.

Because I m reconciled with my past and all of its experiences, and i now use them consciously to help myself and others become better.

I have become a life coach in my own little way, sharing my experiences

I dig into my experiences and tell others how or what I have done to change the quality of it

My other love is making videos that expound the values and beliefs of TPY, i have created a brand for myself. Better than this, the videos go a long way to touch and light up another’s life, inspiring another to look within and to bring out a better and better version of themselves.

They accept their truth like me and transform like me.

I see how the universe’s resonance and synchronicity works it’s magic that when we open up others are invited too on the same journey to be our authentic best

I m earning enough if not more than enough to spend as I wish on myself and others. Wealth is flowing and I m grateful

I find myself material things that echo my beliefs – artisan, handmade, honest genuine and authentic buys that support me

It is the best ppart and really the best days I have ever experienced that will go on for a very long time.

I have reconciled all worries and fears. I understand how and why they have come into my life and I m aligned with the universe and its abundance, its expression, its flow.

I m skilled at reiki and in touch with the divine’s blessings. I reach out for ease and receive with ease. I m open to receiving and giving and is grateful and appreciative of the connection and support.

Relationship with my children, my husband and my father is great, like never before.

Everything is ——–Like never before

I take in all the goodness and savour and appreciate each and every inch of it, and I share it outwards.

I have become aware and even more

The second exercise is—-Write out your own declaration

And this is mine: I dont know why I m experiencing all these, going through all this, I still have not figured out why I keep getting stuck in all of this.

Again and again, and again.

Until when?!

My grandparents, my parents, probably my ancestors and now me. Is it not enough?!

YET! I do not believe I will be stuck in this forever, I BELIEVE I have a way out, and my kids wont have to go through all I have, I BELIEVE I know the way out to resolve and reconcile all I have, and all the health issues emotional issues, relationship issues, money issues, people issues, judgmental issues——-will be gone in a whiff.

Some other points she mentioned :

-Reprogram your conscious mind

its the thought you have about an event that is not resolved and holding you back

Awareness is the first step to transformation

every situation has a silver lining

doors to take you to next level are always there , to turn things around but you are not open to these

all you have to do, to reprogram your conscious mind is to ask yourself-what m i thinking right now

you become aware of your thoughts

they are just thoughts and we can change those thoughts anytime we want to

they are not reality

in one part of your life that is not working, what is the story i have been telling myself again and again ?

your beliefs are determining your results, shift to empowering positive beliefs

money flows freely easily from everywhere

-Reprogram your subconscious mind

-Elevate your vibration to above 500 level

like attracts like

positive thoughts attract positive things and ppl into your life.

let go of the past, they are just thoughts

it happened in that moment but now its just a thought

but we are living it over and over again and the body is still feeling it and doesnt know its not happening

the future is a thought too

the only thing that is real is the present

forgive yourself and others

connect to higher self

You have all the answers, they are there within you. amidst all the fog and chaos. you just need to quiet down and listen