Is there something you can dig out from your past, from the deepest of your realities ———to share?

Is there a possibility of opening up?A few days ago, I had this knowing. Its a strange feeling, strange enough to let you know a something is brewing. Like a mirror. Its clarity and knowing for sure. A calm that grounds you and lets you stand rooted, that keeps you where you are no matter how the outside is swirling.

What is that I asked?

Its knowing you are whole and can be joyful irregardless of anything or everything. Its joy as well reaching that point.

What culminated this knowing? I asked?

In my early meditation or maybe just contemplative me time today, I had an idea. A spark.

The cyst (and how it got here—— all my experiences) wants to be known. Not hidden.

I had been slightly worried about taking about it . Unknowingly, unconsciously, I took to hiding it.

The vibe the energy of this whole thing is sullen and down.

All I know is hiding, hiding my eyes before my glasses, when i used to work, i didnt give myself recognition. I was hiding and not acknowledging my authority, and I was hiding too much past and hiding behind my power behind these past.

But recently I had the chance to talk about it to my relatives as I shared with them the possibilities about plant power. And it felt good that I was sharing , it get good that I was opening up.

I couldn’t sleep last night because I heard a friend’s godfather had aneurysm in the heart. And he is a heart surgeon.

I knew plant power could offer him possibilities the medical world cannot. The phrase that came to mind was—- tell him about my cyst and how it shrunk.

I don’t mind telling him about it if this can open him up to new possibilities

And because of this thought, the cyst became a possibility a hope a positive

It wasn’t easy for me to reach this thought.

How about sharing and opening up further TPY? If it helps others? Not just the cyst but everything else and in between .

I had had the opportunity to see my past experiences as a wealth of resource I can tap into previously. But I haven’t had the chance to use it.

This morning sitting—— I asked, where is my deepest awareness? Can I locate it? Why does it look like? What possibilities does it show?

What is the deepest reality of my awareness? How else can I grow? What else can I do?

I think many.

And first—— the thought about sharing , well at least not hiding the cyst and therefore my past, popped up.

I chose hiding it unconsciously. Because that was the possibility, the sunken and deep seated energy that I was all too familiar because of my life’s experiences.

But I hadn’t known other possibilities.

But the cyst does not want to be hidden! So is the same for all the experiences that brought me here.

If I had any inkling and really looked upon my experiences that once gave me pain and suffering —— as my resource now , there is no reason to behave like I am now.

I would be using the cyst and my experiences. And that would truly be letting these shine as possibilities.

May I have the support of the universe in opening up and in the powerful completion of this transformation, to help myself and others.