When I said the Gokai, today I looked at it with improved vision and understanding.

The question is who is “I”

I read this countless times in buddhist books.

The concept of I and how the explanation goes that we are made of all these little cells and atoms and where can you find I , the ego and how the I just now is different from the I now etc

I read about those but its all theoretical, understanding using analysis or the mind.

And I find myself trying to feel who is “I”, locating it and not really able to find it

And liking this way of understanding or approaching things much more. For it shows that I am exploring another perspective of looking at something

Who is I and where is I?

Is it in my heart or in my mind or locked up somewhere? Is it in the body or in the soul? Does it include I in the past since we are all an accumulation of habits and experience? If it means so, does it mean I will go on forever and never “die”?