好喜欢皓皓刚理完发的样子
太帅。让mommy很爱很爱很爱
皓皓最近很喜欢吃mommy做的acai
我们三个最近发现了好吃的日本餐，一再上门光顾
皓皓说，如果满分是5分，可以拿4分，后来侍应生看到皓皓用筷子时扭捏，于是拿来了木质汤匙。皓皓大赞，现在是5分了！
然后去吃好吃的甜点
最近姐姐周一、三学coding，那就干脆要公公别接载，mommy接皓皓然后我们一起去Great World City吃午餐，mommy吃擂茶饭，皓皓吃饭配冬瓜汤，然后也会吃点甜的。或给皓皓沁芝买个hotdog 面包
然后去逛个Toys r Us、看皓皓喜欢的Lego，玩钓鱼、看书，
仿佛偷来的时光
有时候还会偷个去乌节路吃Acai
虽然要背书包很重
但是还是很幸福
有时候，mommy会买一包薯片，我们边走边吃。
试探皓皓，
Me (contemplating to open the packet of chips) : Huaihao, what do you think? I really want to open it.
HuaiHao: Can you last?
Me: What’s that?
HuaiHao: Simply said, can you wait?
笑死我！
对于这样的日常，我是这样写的
“today i felt different walking back
if i felt lazy picking the kids up. today i definitely didnt feel it this way
when there’s a choice to take the bus, i chose to walk, i wanted to do more exercise , i wanted to train myself to walk mindfully to practise
when we walked back, it was hot and i was carrying stuff and hao’s bag
but we sang and skipped
it made me look forward to the next time i could fetch qinzhi from school and the 3 of us can walk together
walking together, isnt it important?”
皓皓每天下课回来就玩Lego，不亦乐乎，每天都有新作品，新的想法、概念，转换出来就成了新的杰作，新的名称、新的故事
好棒
有一天看到皓皓在拆，问皓皓，刚刚堆好的，现在拆下来，会不会可惜呢？结果皓皓说不会。
那是很棒的一件事，因为没有所谓的attachments
因为有新的向往，新的想法，新的期待。
好羡慕皓皓。好欣赏皓皓。
他是这样说的。
I feel ok because if you know what is in your brain you can make a new one out of it
If I don’t demolish it I can’t make a new one
Although it’s something like precious，you know you are going to make something more awesome than this
The brain is like a little pouch which stores a lot of ideas plans memories。
问他，What colour is it？
It is transparent and clear and turqoisey， it’s very rare right mommy？
是啊，好珍贵。
皓皓就是老师，提醒我，每天也要拆卸才睡觉。每天也要想想，有什么新的期待。
皓皓就是那样的人————one of a kind
另一天要下雨了，正要去接沁芝下课，结果下雨了。
“what do we do?” huaihao asked?
“”hhmmmm, dont know, we’ll take it as it goes” I said,
And by the time we reached the school, the rain had gone.
And I told huaihao, “sometimes all we have to do is wait”
再另一个早上，皓皓抬头看到月亮了。
一边走的时候月亮就在我们的后面。我们面向太阳，但是月亮还在那里，不偏不倚。
边走边看月亮，它好像也在走。
有时点缀组屋、有时挂在天空，有时亲吻树叶，这一天因为移动身体，“看到”月亮在动。
然后给月亮一张脸蛋
原来，我们只要移动，就能改变很多东西，促成很多东西，把似乎是不可能的——–例如给月亮脸蛋——变成可能。
我们能做的还有更多更多。
关键是移动
不过因为玩Lego，皓皓最近画得比较少了
这是皓皓自己制作的书签，因为最近皓皓学到新的东西，那就是上学校的图书馆借书，借了一本Ninjago
还带了沁芝皓皓上美术馆
学校假期，我们计划好每天的日程。希望沁芝皓皓过得丰富充实。于是去吃大家爱吃的Burger+，去Nerf Experience，去香格里拉酒店staycaytion,还有去summer pavilion庆祝公公和庚延舅舅的生日
Huaihao is beginning to put his hands on me.
And it was so natural.
It made me rethink my own actions, because he was copying me so well. Every time he hurt himself, I would quickly run over to give love to his hurting part of the body, and now, he is doing the same to me.
That day I told him my left shoulder is hurting, he immediately placed his hands on me and sent me some “pinky love”.
I took the chance to tell him about the magic and the power our hands have. So in the event of need, and no one like mommy is around, he can always count on himself to address the area of need, simply by just putting his hands and feeling the “ball of energy” and sending pinky love
At bedtime, we had a little chat and I told him how much he mattered to me. How grateful I am to have him and Qinzhi, and he says, “I m thankful too, mommy”
And he put his hands out to hug me
And would continue to caress my face with his warm hands, and say, “so smooth , is my face smooth mommy?”
I think he would never know, how much motivation, energy, consolation, comfort, love, light he has given me to spur me on. He is my constant reminder to look for a new alternative, new ways of doing things, new attitudes or perspectives. This is the meaning of Huaihao.
So I actually bought him a Lego in Osaka on my last trip and I really hoped he liked it. More so, I wrote him a note, to tell him how precious he is.
He spotted it the moment he flung the door open.
Before he sleep he plants these soft kisses on my cheek many times and I would smile. In the morning when he awakens he does the same and would be happy if I smile.
I suddenly have an idea, I m going to use these kisses to heal myself.
I was trying to do some reiki as I lay down on the bed and I thought of my fave—— cupping both ears and I wanted HuaiHao to do that for me.
Before I knew it he had his little body on me and it feels like doing me a full reiki
And every bit of it came through me and out from my eyes and he asked—— why are you teary?
Thank you for loving me Huaihao. You are so precious, I cannot thank you enough.
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