Reiki-ing as usual on the bed and suddenly I laughed

So silly of me

To use my time to be angry

When I could use it to be happy, to contribute, to better myself, to heal, to commit to happy meaningful things that could do good for myself and others

Hahaha

And at the navel spot I ask for all the light and love for my navel and belly. It has been a trying few days. So it needs love and light.

And I thought of the motherly connection at the navel.

Me with my mother my grandmothers me with my daughter. Our bonding.

And I heard myself saying- for all the womenfolk in my tribe who have been leaders for the good of this tribe

Who gave of themselves physically emotionally and in every single way they could have

they gave it their all

But sacrifice they did and they did not receive the love, respect, recognition and acknowledgment in good time

Always after they are gone and they go too soon

As I invite light and love into my navel, I invite light and love to be showered upon them too, these fearless giving womenfolk who fight times and realities with all their might , without prioritizing themselves first

And….and I see them smile in my mind

They didn’t mind the sacrifice and will do it all over again they seem to say

But they would have felt so much better had they been loved and showered as much and received loved in reciprocity

I thank my intuition and the divine for letting me have the opportunity to do this

And also to learn from their experiences:

– how we can give fearlessly by first taking care of ourselves so that

-We do not repeat them

Such a discovery, a message to remind me to learn to love and honour myself and appreciate myself before anything else

And how do I do that?

So that I do not repeat them

And in the reiki, I became aware that if I laugh they do

If I cry they do

If I m happy they are

If I m sad they are

If I heal they heal

We are connected in time and space even if they are not here physically anymore

But if I live well, they will be