I must have kept asking myself what to do? What else can I do?

And the answer came to me, in a next question——I asked myself what is important?

I am important.

And unlike the past, when I was attending to everyone else but me.

Unlike the past when I had to juggle many things at one time, I choose to do one.

I can only do one thing at one time, properly. So heal first, devote myself to healing first.

And the answer came again, thru a delivery boy, I had to bring forward an organic box delivery which he helped me to. I thanked him for kindly helping and he said—-

“We only do what we can”

How awesome. Yah right——If I can’t even breathe well now, why do I even bother about other things? Other emotions? Others needs?

My focus should be on breathing well.

Simple as that

We can only do what we can

然后看到这段文字，很是欣喜——-

“对于命运给他出的种种难题，他选择惊叹和爱，非怨恨和轻蔑。他说，爱是一个所在，我们从那里来。它是一个生命依然存在的所在。 ———-加泰罗尼亚诗人胡安·马葛”

是的。我们可以选择我们的反应

我们可以选择我们反应出来的情绪